SMDesires

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2009-09-19T17:22:00.001-07:00

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moving

2009-09-19T14:59:00.000-07:00

moving the site over the next few days, come check us out at our new digs: http://aubreylondon.com/stories/

its not always what you think it is

2009-09-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hi, can you help me hold it while I pull it out?

Sure

Hmm, that's not working, maybe if you pull up while I push down

Slowly up and down, how about side to side motion?

That seems to be working a little, now pull harder

Yes almost there, let me see if I can squeeze it together

Oh, that's helping

Maybe if you sit on it

Won't that hurt?

No trust me, it won't hurt

Its coming, almost there, just a little more thrust should do the trick

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his boss is listening to the conversation, her mouth dropped upon hearing the exchange, wondering what the hell is going on, she can't see them behind the door and yet she is think the worse. Do you have a dirty mind?

not forgotten, just sidetracked

2009-05-09T23:25:00.000-07:00

I haven't forgotten about this blog, its still in the back of my mind to finish aubrey's site and move the contents over but I decided to go back to school to get my masters and writing and sex have gotten a little put aside. You know when you don't have sex for a long time, that other things just fill the space, women know this, you start to channel other things to fill the void and it gets to a point where you don't miss all that much until wham, it hits you like a tons of bricks and you're having sexual dreams, hot sexy dreams about that boy you made never get to touch and then another wham and you finally do get to touch him and yes, its was worth the wait. I can not get his sexy ass out of my head and I wish I had been more prepared for his return, I was so turned on with the idea of touching him, I forgot about everything I had wanted to do when I got the opportunity. He needs to come back!! I want to play with that ass again.

He's looking for something else

2009-02-07T15:13:00.000-08:00

I was sitting in the darkened corner of the bar with a couple of friends, Mike and Jason. Jason was on the prowl tonight for something special leaning over the couch, looking down my shirt, sticking his ass in the air, waiting for just the right person to catch his attention, his manner was nonchalant about the whole prospective of finding just the right guy for his night of fun. I must
have gasped and Jason followed my line of sight to you. You were looking for something tonight and it wasn't a girl, you were looking to play dirty. You had on my favorite jeans with just the right rip in just the wrong spot. Jason asked, "you know him?"

"uh huh", I couldnt take my eyes off of you.

"Oh, " Jason sounded disappointed, "he's into girls, then nevermind."

"Wait", I said, "he likes both and tonight he's not looking for girls, watch how he looks right past them or shakes his head when one approaches, he's looking for something else tonight. You're interested, aren't you?"

"Yes, but aren't you? What's he doing here if he's looking for something else?"

"You're here. Of course I'm into him. Damn that's making me wet just thinking about you fucking him and me playing with both of you."

"What's his name?"

Jason walked over to you and nonchalantly stood behind you, reach around you and set his beer down, grazing your ass with his hand, whispered in your name in his ear and ask to join us in the back. I thought you were going to jump out of your pants but you followed Jason back to the couches. You looked surprised when you saw me sitting there but it was a quick flash in your eyes and nothing else. I could tell you were getting hard and Jason wasn't that far behind. Mike was sitting on the other side of me, his hand on my knee. Jason sat down on the other side of me and motioned for you to sit down next to him. Jason ran his hand down your leg and back up again, grazing you cock slightly...we sat there for a while barely talking, I didn't know how much longer either you or Jason could contain yourselves when Jason stood up and put his hand out to pull you up, saying it was time to go upstairs. Jason walked to the back of the club, unlocked the door and motioned you inside. Before Jason went through the door, I whispered in his ear, "he likes to be dominanted."

Jason looked at me with a quick gleam in his eye and said "baby, what have you been up to while i was away."

"oh nothing," I said innocently.

Jason could barely wait once he got you inside his place, he couldn't wait to feel his hard cock in your ass. He pushed you up against the wall and stuck his tongue in your mouth, his hands exploring your hard body, your hard cock. You wanted him as much as he wanted you, you had been wanting him all night.

"Really, you couldnt wait til you got him upstairs to the playroom?" As Mike and I pushed past you and Jason. We thought Jason might take you right there on the stairs.

Jason's playroom was amazing, it was his bedroom but it was decandant and rich and subtle in his sexual desires. The leather and hooks on the walls to hold you just the right position softly.

He grabbed your hands and pulled you towards his playroom, once inside, he didn't waste much time, he pinned you against the wall with one hand and undid your jeans with his other, sliding your pants and boxers to the floor, pulling out your hard cock, stroking you expertly, just right but not enough to make you come. From the air it seemed like, he slipped a cock ring on your hard cock just to make sure, he wanted you hard until he was ready. He released your hands and they feel limp at your sides. Moving down your body, slowly, he took your hard cock in his mouth while he got you to step out of your clothes, he wanted you naked, aching and needing more.

He quietly whispered to you to get on your knees on the bed, he wanted you now. He grabbed the lube off the dresser and dribbled it down your ass, he knew that he should be gentle but he couldn't wait, he couldn't wait for anything, your hard muscler blond body was making him hard and horny and when he got you on your knees, your ass was begging for his hard cock. He stroked himself a little with the lube and entered your ass forcibly, rocking you forward in surprise and begging for more. Pulling back slowly and savoring the moment, he fucks you
slowly, gently, not wanting to come just yet.

Mike and I have figured we've given Jason enough time alone with you. We walk into the bedroom naked surprising you and ask Jason, "what you couldnt wait for us?" I walk around to Jason and give him a deep kiss while he's fucking your ass and rub his back, fingering my pussy. Mike pulls me back from Jason and pushes me down on the bed, manevuring me close to your hard cock and pushes his hard cock into my wet pussy. Fucking me slowly, yet deeper and deeper matching Jason's strokes into your ass, they create a rhythm of sexual music in the playroom, as I suck on your hard cock, finally tasting every single inch of you. As I cum in a wave of orgasm, shaking from the sexual overload, you cum down my throat, Mike pulls out of me and forces his hard cock down your throat and Jason finally unable to contain himself anymore cums in your ass, as Mike cums all over your face.

Lying there in a heap of sweaty, hot bodies, Jason leans over and kisses you tasting Mike and mine cum mingled and sighs, whispering, "I've guess you've met my wife."

nailing it down

2009-02-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

I've promised this story for quite awhile now but as you know life takes twists and turns and I just haven't nailed down the characters or the plot quite yet and I was thinking about posting this one on the new site but that seems to be in the future, so for now, a sneak preview of the new story coming soon, seriously its cumming soon....havent yet quite figured out the title either
~~~~~~~~~~~Sneak Preview of new story ~~~~

I was sitting in the darkened corner of the bar with a few friends, Tony, Pat and Jason. Jason was on the prowl tonight for something special leaning over the couch, sticking his ass in the air, waiting for just the right person to catch his attention, his manner was nonchalant about the whole prospective of finding just the right guy for his night of fun. I must have gasped and Jason followed my line of sight to you. You were looking for something tonight and it wasn't a girl, you were looking to play dirty. You had on my favorite jeans with just the right rip in just the wrong spot. Jason asked, "you know him?"

"uh huh", I couldnt take my eyes off of you.

"Oh, " Jason sounded disappointed, "he's into girls, then nevermind."

"Wait", I said, "he likes both and tonight he's not looking for girls, watch how he looks right past them or shakes his head when one approaches, he's looking for something else tonight. You're interested, aren't you?"

"Yes, but aren't you? What's he doing here if he's looking for something else?"

"You're here. Of course I'm into him. Damn that's making me wet just thinking about you fucking him and me playing with both of you. But what about Pat, what am I going to do with him?"

"Pat's into you, he'll play along. What's his name?"

Jason walked over to you and nonchalantly stood behind you, reach around you and set his beer down, grazing your ass with his hand, whispered in your name in his ear and ask to join us in the back. I thought you were going to jump out of your pants but you followed Jason back to the couches, quietly and submissively. You looked surprised when you saw me sitting there but it was a quick flash in your eyes and nothing else. I could tell you were getting hard and Jason wasn't that far behind. Pat was being shy but a few more drinks and he might loosen up. Jason sat down beside you and ran his hand down your leg and back up again, grazing you cock slightly...

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now, see I'm thinking I have too many characters going and what happens next, how do we all end up in the bedroom, maybe I'm overthinking this, but this one needs to be something more, something sweeter, dirtier, something ?

I need to feel his ass

2008-12-24T23:25:00.001-08:00

Not sure how to explain exactly what I want but I do know that I need it, i need to feel his hard cock in my mouth while I play with his ass. I want him to strip naked and be on top while we 69, I want his ass within reach and his hard cock in my mouth. I want him to fuck me with his tongue and fingers in my pussy and my ass and while he's fucking me with his tongue, biting my clit, I want to run my fingers down his ass and slowly, teasing insert one then two and maybe three fingers in his ass, I want to tease him slowly and make him cum when I want him to come, although maybe we'll need the cock ring unless he can hold out.

I NEED to PLAY with his ass. I NEED release, texting back and forth when he's fucking himself in my bed and then no nudity the next day, makes for a very horny frustrated girl. The shower massager is nice and all and I know he likes listening and the toys are great but a girl needs to feel the sensation of his ass in her hands.

And next time I say take a pic, that means take the pic and send it to me!!

I'm wondering if I could tie him up in the position? Another story..soon

crazy idea, maybe

2008-11-21T01:55:00.000-08:00

I like girls, I don't just like girls, I LIKE GIRLS! The thought of kissing a girl, feeling her tits in my hands, rubbing her clit, licking her wet pussy totally turns me on and yet I've only explored that avenue once when in high school and it was an weird moment. So I'm trying again, I have a date next week with a girl. Now don't get me wrong, I still love men and would never give up having a hard cock in my pussy or my ass but I have this fantasy about this girl that I see every other week, her tits are so hard and perky, I would love to hold them, squeeze her nipples, slide my hand down her pants and rub her hard little clit until she was screaming for mercy but I doubt she's into that....so the date with girl, I'll tell you how that goes....until then, sweet naughty dreams

a few shorts

2008-11-13T17:44:00.001-08:00

had a smidgen of writers block but I think my muse maybe has found her way back....and so a new chapter of lust and love for the kinky has began again...a few shorts if you will

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As I watched you watching me, its the way you watch me with complete lust in your eyes. You want to touch, I know you do, the way your eyes dance over my body and to my very wet pussy. The way you smile when feigning something in the back room just to watch me dress, how many times did you forget something in that room. And I love watching you, watching your hard cock in your hands, wanting so much to sit up, grab you and taste your hard cock, lick it, put it down my throat and suck til my hearts content. And the other day, I can't get that out of my head, when you put your hands on your ass and started to play with your ass, I came right there and its making me so wet thinking about you playing with your ass. I want to play with your ass, I want you stripped and down on your knees with your ass in the air, I want to fuck you from behind, feel my fingers in your ass til your coming hard and fast.

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Omg, you are awesome, 5 times in one night, I want to know your kinkiness, what are your fetishes, your secret desires. Do you like your ass played with? Have you ever had your ass fucked? Everytime you went down on me, to lick and finger fuck me, I wanted you to slide your fingers a little further and titlate my ass just a little. Everytime you moved into position to let me suck your hard cock, my arm and fingers were inches from your ass, I wanted to play there but I wasn't sure if you'd like it or not. I like my clit bitten just a little not too hard but enough, use your teeth babe. And most of all, I want to feel your hard cock in my ass. Do you like anal sex?

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And last but not least, I haven't forgotten about you, its hard to give someone specs on what will happen when I don't know what will happen. When we meet for the first time, I want you naked and lying on your bed. I want to watch first, watch you stroke your hard cock with one hand and I want your other hand playing with your ass, I want to watch you for a little while, don't worry, I will touch you, lick your hard cock, taste your precum and fuck your ass, I've been waiting for the chance for someone to let me fuck them completely.

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Author is extremely wet and horny now, one finger is on my clit, rubbing furiously, i am so wet, mmm, tastes good, feeling my ass slowly, I need more, I need to feel a hard cock in my ass, faster, harder, omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg, yessssssssssssss

the studio

2008-10-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

We walk into the studio, I want to show you where the lights will be and where I need the cable attached. "what's the cable for?"

"Since this place has so many windows, sometimes, I'm going to want a little privacy when other people are going to be working in the house, so I thought I'd put curtains on a cable to pull close occasionally but let the air in."

"Privacy for what?"

"Something like this." I turn around and push you against the unfinished wall, push your hands up behind your head and lean against you, "am I invading your space again?" I ask breathlessly, a hint of mischeviousness, kissing you deeply. I can't handle this watching, no touching policy anymore, I want you. I realized I want you, no one else and I don't want to play games anymore.

My hands move down your chest, omg, finally touching your chest, your skin. I can feel your hard cock beneath your jeans, I want them off but we're still exposed and as much as I like being on the verge of being caught, I don't want to be caught by my employees, I want you to myself.

Its a muddle mess of hands touching each other exploring each other for the first time, touching and kissing each other for the first time, an urgent need to satisfy each other after months and months of frustrating just watching, no touching. You reach under my shirt and squeeze my breasts in your hands.....

**side note** author is having a smidgen of writer's block..will continue the story soon

aching for his touch

2008-10-18T10:06:00.001-07:00

despite everything that has happened in the last 24 hours, I still want to feel just how far he can slide into me, just thinking about him is making me so wet. Everytime we kiss, I want more.

**i need more research on this subject to clearly write about this sensation**

to be explored

2008-10-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I've posted here but alot of changes since July, my sexy muse - she quietly escape for a hiatus of sorts but she's back. There is a new enchantment waiting to hatch and yet writing about this new one seems to be providing quite a difficult task, its not that i'm not completely and utterly turned on by him because I am but I think there is quite a bit of exploration to be done before the words can escape my mind, my sexy muse is slowly waking up or maybe she's just waiting for me to move forward to the new layout/location...she waits with bated breath as does my soul.

Yearning for more yet waiting patiently in the wings, she sits upon the door of the stars, gathering her dust to spread beneath the wind, the sun and the moon for sleep she will dream of her inspiration, by day and night she will experience her desires, feel his touch.

Touch me

2008-07-20T16:38:00.000-07:00

I need you to touch me. I crave your touch. Is touching me off-limits? I know touching you is off-limts. Do you want to touch?

Next time you walk into the room when I'm getting dressed, come closer, alot closer. Put your hands on my breasts and touch me. Hold my breasts with your hands, squeeze my nipples with your thumbs, fondle my breasts. Touch me.

I'd love to feel your teeth on my nipples and your lips sucking my breasts. I'd love for you to cup my pussy with your hand and insert a finger or two and finger fuck me but that might be a little too much touching, a little too far beyond just touching.

Touch me.

oh yea baby fuck me harder

2008-06-04T17:35:00.001-07:00

Thank you. Omg that was so intense. I was walking to the bedroom to get changed, my robe barely covering my ass, I didn't notice him behind me so intently trying to figure out what I was going to wear that day, my mind thinking about too many things at once per usual. He pushed me against the wall and grabbed my neck almost like he couldn't take it anymore, that look on my face that I just wanted to fuck him and fuck him hard. He didn't give me a chance to react, to think before he pushed me into the bedroom and pushed me down on my knees, my bare ass sticking up in the air and before I knew it, his hard cock was pushing its way into my ass, harder, deeper, in and out, oh yea baby fuck me, fuck me harder. It like he was punishing me for all those attempts to seduce him and I wasn't protesting. His fingers found my clit and started to pinch and pull at it, tweaking it hard, I was so wet and so close, I wanted to feel his hard cock in my pussy but he was holding me down with his weight, face down in the bed, I could barely think, let alone talk. Just as I about to cum, he pulled out. Oh no, don't stop! He pulled me up and flipped me over, finding my nipples with his teeth, he bit them hard, his hard cock slide into my soaked pussy and his hands grabbed my neck, while my hands finally free slide down his ass, pulling him deeper into me, my fingers finding his ass and playing with it finally. Between his hard cock driving deeper and harder into my pussy and his teeth on my nipples, my fingers playing were they had been wanting to go for such a long time and his hands around my neck, I was pushed over the edge, hot and sweaty, I came in uncontrollable wave of sheer ectasy.

oh yea baby fuck me hard.

no touching the display

2008-06-04T16:36:00.000-07:00

no touching the display

Everytime she saw him with his shirt off, she wanted to push him against the railing and run her teeth over his nipples, slide her hands down his belly and unbutton his jeans. She wanted to take his hard cock in her mouth right there and suck and lick to her hearts content but she could only watch and imagine because he had a no touching policy. It was like he was a display in a candy store and if she touched she might melt him. Her body twitched at the slight contact they had, her mouth watered at the thought of watching him masturbate, the slight wetness between her legs kept her thoughts from concentrating at the task at hand. She never quite got anything done while he was around and yet she worked madly at all her tasks, savoring the glimpse of his skin. She wanted to see more, she wondered what they could do without touching, an erotic pleasure of non touching one another made her imagination wander to new heights.

She wanted to paint him, cover his body in bodypaint with a paint brush, that wasn't touching, only the paint brush would be touching his body. She wanted to paint swirls around his nipples, brush the brush against his cock, his ass and then have him lie down on a drop cloth to capture the image.

Wonder how else she could not touch?

Personal Playtime

2008-05-28T17:44:00.000-07:00

As soon as the last employee walked out the door, my personal playtime began. I shimmed out of my jeans and thong, hoping you'd be online. I wanted to play with you so badly today, I wanted to watch you play. I sat for a moment enjoying the peace, fingers lazily rubbing my clit while I logged on, feeling my wetness that had been lingering there all day. As soon as I'd start to write this out, someone would be in my office and I had to put this on the backburner, all day in my mind, various storylines started and then stopped, frustration coursing through my being. I longed to be able to stick my fingers in my pussy but alas I had to wait and wait and wait. And so I sit here now, lazily playing with my clit, running my fingers up and down my swollen pussy, the rabbit standing by, ready for some action. My shirt and bra need to be taken out, I stop for a moment and pull my tshirt over my head and unhook my bra, my hands grabbing both breasts and kneading, fondling my nipples, squeezing and pulling, pinching harder and harder, bringing my nipples closer and closer to my tongue, almost but not quite can I lick my own nipples, imaging your teeth biting them hard and pulling them between your teeth, using a piece of ice to stimulate the feeling of a tongue brushing up against my harden nipples, my breast just seem to sensitive and round and firm today, I just want to feel them roughly played with, feel your hands on them. I know its only a fantasy that you'll ever touch them but its all I got is my imagination today and the thought you of fucking my breasts with your hands is making me wetter. I leave my breasts alone for a moment, while I lazily move the ice down between my breasts, down my belly to my clit and imagine its your tongue bitting and nipping while I slowly put my rabbit in my pussy, my very very wet pussy, slowly turning the vibe on, level 1, then 2, then 3, then 4, then 5, as one finger lubricates my ass with my sweet nectar, don't you wish you could taste it right now? Yum.

I ask what you are wearing, do you realize how much I want you to want to watch me play? I'm so willing and able to turn on the webcam for you right now for your own private pleasure and yet you don't even ask and so I start to tell you what I'm imagining, I'm imagining you watching me while I watch you while I put the vibe in my ass but instead I hold the vibe with one hand and put one finger in my ass, then two while my other hand is around my neck, squeezing my throat. I don't know what it is today but I have this desire to feel a hand around my throat while getting fucked and I imagine you cumming on my ass or cumming on my breasts, all over me while I watch but don't touch. My mouth waters in anticpation.

I don't know if it was the porn playing in the background or the thought of you sitting your green polka dotted boxers or my hand around my neck or just the thought you watching me while I watch you or the thought of watching you masturbate, seeing your precum at the top of your hard cock and imaging licking it off that made me want to put the vibe on level 10 right against my clit, pushing at the desk for leverage, fingers in my ass that caused that amazing explosive orgasm that has left me shivering, shaking and still so utterly wet.

I don't know whether to go take a nap or just play again until I cum.

writing style

2008-05-27T12:13:00.000-07:00

so I realized I've been using alot of third person writing instead of first person writing style, thought I'd see if I could change my style a little..might work, might not...and since at the moment I'm covertly writing this with my employees in the house - me getting all hot and horny right now might not be the best idea since it might leave me all frustrated...so on to the story...or maybe not, she's in the room now..might have to wait til later to try out first person writing style

don't touch

2008-05-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

She handed him a slip of paper and told him to read it and then come into her bedroom in 5 minutes.

He watched her walk away, opened the slip of paper and read what she had written, "I don't want you to touch, I want you to watch. I want you to come silently into the bedroom and sit on the chair and watch, don't touch. If you feel like masturbating, then by all means go for it but if you start to cum, you have to cum on my ass. Don't touch and don't ask questions. Don't think, just do it, now!"

He was full of questions, he couldn't help himself, they had been playing a game of question/answer except he refused to answer any more of her questions until she ask the one question she said she had to ask when they saw each other again and she wouldn't ask it.

He walked into her room as instructed and found her naked on her bed, her legs bent, one farther on the bed and she was facing away from him, her eyes closed, her ass and pussy exposed to him. One hand was lightly rubbing her swollen pussy lips and occasionally rubbing her clit. He sat down and watched for awhile silently as she rubbed her juices on her ass, back and forth between her pussy to her ass, a slow teasing torture of a slow song, was she testing him? What if he wanted to touch? She continued to go back and forth, lubricating her ass and then she put her finger in her ass. Oh, he was hard alright, he unbutton his shorts and took out his hard cock and started to stroke it lightly, he didn't want to cum before she was finished. She went back to lubricating her ass some more with her juices. She started to finger herself, putting three fingers in her pussy, finger fucking herself slowly. Her other hand started to tweak her clit, pulling at it, twisting it and then she put two fingers, then three in her ass and started to fuck her ass. He was stroking his cock harder now, he longed to touch, to taste but he couldn't touch, he couldn't cheat and she knew that. Her eyes were closed, her breathing was labored and she was moaning, she was close and he was not that far away. In and out, her fingers plunged into her ass, faster now, in and out, oh my, she was fucking her ass with her fingers, god that was hot, her ass looked so delicious from his view. He couldn't help himself, he stood up and leaned down onto the bed and came all over her lovely ass, never touching her.

As his cum spurted on her ass, she was so fucking turned on, that she came in a wave of leg shaking, heart stopping orgasm of pure delight. Her fingers felt so good in her ass but what she really wanted was to feel his hard cock pounding into her. She opened her eyes a few times to watch him masturbate, his eyes glued to her ass. Watching him masturbate while watching
her was so sexy. She watched him pump his cum on her ass and as he was finishing, she broke the silent, hoarsly whispering, "touch me, touch me now."

his tools

2008-05-07T20:45:00.000-07:00

she sat in the morning sunshine letting the heat warm her body, the wind like a tender caress against her exposed thigh, a slight tickle upon her hot warm pussy. Her eyes closed, she leans back and stretches, letting the wind dance along her body. Opening her legs a little wider to allow the cool wind to dance a little deeper, she begins to play with her nipples, pinching and pulling, her hands exposing her breasts to the sunshine.

Her pussy lips began to swell and she is beyond wet, as he watches her. She stares directly at him while sliding her fingers into her pussy, daring him to come closer but all he does is stare. Eyes closed, her fingers slide the length of her pussy, teasing her clit, cupping her pussy, sliding more fingers in and out, slick with her cum, a delicious foreplay as she feels his eyes boring holes into her skin. She moans, fingers furiously rubbing her clit, she wants to feel his tongue licking, sucking, biting but all he does is watches.

She momentarily opens her eyes to find him watching, his hard cock rising, the tip straining against his shorts to be let free. She stares for a moment, licks her lips and then reaches down to grab the nearest hard round solid object, his hammer. She closes her eyes again and begans to tease him, sliding his hard hammer up and down her swollen pussy. Squirming down in her seat a little further, she starts to push the hammer further and deeper inside herself, slowly as the wind caresses her thighs, his eyes burning into her soul.

Slowly sliding the hammer in and out, longer slower withdrawals hitting just the right spot, her fingers once again find her clit, rubbing furiously back and forth while she holds the hammer into her pussy, her juices trickling down to her ass. Eyes closed, head thrown back, waves and waves of delicious orgasm hit her body as the winds danced upon her temple and he watches, savoring her private moment, completely and utterly meant for him.

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he can't believe she is masturbating right there in front of him, she said she would but he didn't think she'd actually do it and she said she had when they were talking but he didn't think she actually was doing it. He is so rock hard but no way is he going to masturbate out there in the open. He licks his lips, he wants to taste but he doesn't want to disturb the moment or the show. Omg, she's grabbed the hammer, what the hell is going to do with that? Oh!

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(author note: I think he needs to finish the story. And definetly she should play with his tools some more)

sexy discussion

2008-04-28T19:34:00.000-07:00

I don't intentionally go after guys are in relationship (girlfriend, finance or wife) - normally these guys are off limits however the flip side to that is if he comes on to me and doesn't tell me he has a girlfriend or a finance or a wife(whichever the case may be) until I ask because he's acting so weird or doesn't act upon his desires, then yea, I might pursuit him or at least play with him a little..

Do I feel bad or guilty about potentiallly damaging his relationship? Or guilty playing with a guy that's in a relationship. No, not at all. He's the one potentially damaging his relationship. He needs to ask himself, is he completely 100% happy in the relationship? And then ask himself, if he was out there flirting with me (as in this case) and wanting/desiring to do more then there is already something wrong in his relationship. I'm not the cause, I just happened to be the one he likes/wants to play with. And why the hell would I stop him? (as in this case, he instantly turns me on, like I'm soaking wet turned on).

Would I feel bad about hurting these two people in a relationship? Yes and no, if I cared about the guy - I wouldn't want to hurt him (I could make him feel a whole lot better). But her, I don't know her, I have no feelings toward her.

Would I want to date this person that potentially wants to damage his relationship or already has cheated on her? Maybe, in this case, like I said before I'm instantly turned on by him. I like him as a person, he's smart, creative and hot and we like alot of the same things sexually, if he was single, yea, I'd definetly want to date him. But that's not always the case, there were a couple of ones few years ago, I didn't want to date them, we're still friends but I had no desire to date or be with them. In general, no, why would I want to date a guy that cheats on his girlfriend, he'd probably cheat on me too.

I seem to be drawn to smart, creative, hot, young unavailable guys (many of which never tell me they have girlfriends until I ask) I figure one day, one of them is bound to be single again, maybe I'll get lucky..lol I know what I like, I know what turns me on, I know the kind of person I want to be with.

Have I ever been cheated on? Yes and it broke my heart into little bitty pieces and it took me a long time to get over him. But it wasn't working between us and it hadn't been for a long time even though we kept trying. She wasn't the problem, something between us was and it took me a long time to realize that. She wasn't to blame. I don't think he was really to blame either - I couldn't say that before now but it wasn't anyone's fault, it just wasn't working. I honestly have to say if he was single again - I'd go for him a heartbeat - at least to play, we were good at that. (but alas he's getting married to her and I'm happy for him - he's off-limits - so sometimes is works out, sometimes it doesn't)

Curiosity killed the cat. One thing I'm always curious about though is that other person in the relationship (1) is she a cute little blond? (2) how old is she? And you ask why do I want to know how old she is because I've learned something as I've gotten older, when we're young and in our 20s (at least for me and a few women I've asked) we're not as experienced sexually. We grew up thinking things were taboo and many women never outgrow that thinking - then again they won't be reading this blog either because its not a good thing. Or maybe some of us are more naturally inclined to be open about our bodies and what makes us feel good, as we mature we gather more knowledge and we learn to new ways to satisfy our men. And now you're probably wondering why i wonder if she's a cute little blond, because I like cute little blonds - turns me on.

Does that make me a bitch? I don't think so, if you know me, you know I'm not. If you know me, you know I care about my friends and I would never hurt them intentionally.

nominated for 2007 Best Of Blog Award

2008-04-26T19:41:00.000-07:00

So I've been nominated for 2007 Best Of Blog Award - if you like what you're reading here, go vote for me....... www.thebestofblogs.com. Remember voting begins May 5th so make sure you pass the word to your friends, family, and faithful followers.

Avon - a little history lesson

2008-04-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

Avon and I'm not referring to the makeup, just a little history lesson

avon comes from the word afen or afon meaning river; its a Brythonic/Celtic word meaning river
I could dive deeper into this subject but this is an erotic blog, so I'll keep short and simple. It was just on my mind and thought I'd get it out there for someone.

so much for trying to get him out of my head today..lol but I swear sometimes it like I'm dealing with two different people. The one that is here working is quiet, shy, does his job and feels like he is afraid to look at me. The other one who is cocky and funny and someone I'd like to get to know a hell of lot better only comes out when we're texting or im'ing. I swear you'd think he was a gemini or something but I know he's not. If I could figure out how to get the cute, cocky, funny guy into the live person I'd be set. Its amazing how wet he makes me, just the thought of his gorgeous blue eyes or his smile - when he does smile or his ass - ok, so that's a little odd for me, not normally a girl that looks at a guy's ass - but this one, yea, it turns me on. Great mental image without the boxers. Gotta go, I'm trying to get him off my mind today so I can focus and work - yesterday was shot, after he left, I went out and had more to drink and caught up with old friends, came home feel asleep and had this amazing dream...which is cumlating into a story soon...it will be the first story up on the new site very soon.

he likes to be dominated

2008-04-21T18:12:00.000-07:00

ok, so he likes to be dominated, she can handle that and she's putting her plan into action tommorrow. He made her tired, a good tired, a satisfied tired and yet it was all still virtual through texting. They danced around the tension all day and finally told her to go take a nap, why was he so insistence on her taking a nap? Was he thinking he could go to her? She wasn't asleep the whole time, she heard him masturbating in the bathroom and she too was imaging his fingers fucking her while she listened. She wanted him there was no doubt about it and he was interested, so what was stopping him?......

changes coming soon

2008-04-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

think it might be time for a change, more serious yet erotic change, I'd like to give this more time and I need to start taking more time for myself and do something I'm passionate about, lost my sexy muse for awhile, actually she might have been discouraged with me, but she's back and I'm back.

And since I really have't moved all my archives over yet from indecent, I have them backed up, just not posted as of yet - its a good time to change again.

If you've just started reading - don't worry, you're not going to lose the connection - there will be a link up and if I can figure it out, this will point to the new location as soon as you log in here.

anyways, isis is too linked to so many other things - she's still my dream muse, she's just out there working hard to get my dreams set in motion

you know what is sexy?

2008-04-17T23:00:00.001-07:00

the thought of him naked and masturbating and getting off while reading one of my stories - that is so hot. Would have loved to be a fly on the wall watching

until next time

2008-04-17T08:13:00.001-07:00

until next time

she wanted him to make the first move, push her against the wall, grab her head and kiss her, guess she's going to have to make the first move next time, they were so close so many times and yet she wasn't sure until the texting started

(in retrospect, she's a space, there were so many clues)

how she wished she was in the truck with him on the way to nowhere, as he pulled out his hard cock and started to stroke it, up and down while she watched, she loved to watch his hand moving deliciously up and down imaging her tongue swirling the head of his cock and her mouth watering at the thought of tasting him, feeling him against the back of her throat, could she do it from this angle?

fast forward a few minutes, he's home and naked, sitting in front of the computer, reading erotica, she imagines herself kneeling in front of him, taking him in her mouth, slowly, licking, drinking in his scent while her hand slyly slides down her jeans to her clit, oh, she is so wet, she knew she was wet but ohhh, so much more than she realized. The window is open, the front door is open and she is expecting a client to show up any minute and yet she can't wait, she needs release now. Damn these jeans are tight yet there is no way she can slip out of them for a minute not while she is waiting, slowly she starts to rub her clit imagining her mouth on his hard hot cock, throbbing and pulsing, his hand on her head, slowly licking, teasing and then her own needs overcome her as she imagines watching him stroke his hard cock and cumming..then he disappeared, leaving her wet and frustrated..

until next time

twisted

2008-04-16T13:39:00.001-07:00

original story written on August 21-30th, 2005
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I think I need to finish this story - there needs to be a beginning or maybe another chapter but then again, I get sidetracked alot..at least now it has a title

de..funny thing, this isn't neccessarily about you but you'll find interesting inspirations from you

now onto the story
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Part 1
with bated breath, she stirs from a catnap, stretching out her long legs, looking him straight in the eye "I'm getting married," she says. He looks at her dumbfounded. What had he been thinking letting her go all those years ago and now she was getting married to someone else. WTF? They had been friends on and off the last few years and they were dating other people but he didn't realize that it had gotten serious for her with someone else. He always thought she be there when he needed her, when he was in between relationships, when he needed that safe comfort loving place, he could go to her and now she was getting married? Where the hell did that come from? He knew they hadn't really talked in a few months but still, WTF?

"Say something? Aren't you happy for me?" He closed his mouth, he realized it was wide open, in shock. What was he suppose to say? Don't marry him, I love you. No, he couldn't say that, he couldn't hurt her again and it would mean she knew the truth of his feelings when she walked away from him the second time around.

His current girlfriend situation threw his butt out the door when she woke up to hear him moaning her name the second time in a month and now she was getting married to someone else. How could he be so so stupid? He came to tell her how he felt and it was too late or was it?

He wondered did he still arouse those feelings deep inside her heart. NO, he told himself, be happy for her, smile and say something now. But what was he suppose to say when his heart was in turmoil. Damn, this must be how she felt all those years ago having to let go and move on with her life.

She looked at him, his gorgeous eyes and sexy smile and she knew she still had deep feelings for him and always would but she had finally fallen in love again with someone new, someone that made her a priority in his life. Someone that she could trust as deeply as she trusted her best friend, someone that surprised like he did, someone that shared her passion for sex everyday, someone who would cuddle with her at night. He would always be her best friend but she couldn't wait forever. Knock it off, her mind thought. It was over a long time ago between you too and don't even think about kissing him.

He finally blurted, "Who?"
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Part 2
She looked at him, like he was not making sense or something. Who the fuck is it he wondered?

"Oh, come on, you know," she said, "its Jeff."

WTF? His best friend? When did they hook up? "But he doesn't live here," he blurted again. Although he remembered his friend telling him he was moving back and slowly looking around the room, he realized that the things in there were Jeff's things. Why didn't that dawn on him before? Did he just rationalized that she had the same taste as Jeff? OMG, he couldn't tell her the truth now, he couldn't fuck up her happiness or his best friend's happiness or could he?

She looked at him, wondering what was going through his mind. He seemed distraught, looking around the room.

His mind was racing, he had to get out of there. He sat instead and stared at her, "I need a drink."

"What's wrong? Aren't you thrilled?" she asked. Stretching again, her robe slightly exposing her breasts. oops, she thought, pulling her robe closed. She could see the smile start to spread on his lips. Just a little tease to ease the tension, maybe one last time. NO, she couldn't think like that

Damn, he wanted her. He wanted to play with her nipples, bite them and caress her. Hold her close. He could feel his cock getting hard. He wanted to thrust deep inside her, kiss her passionately, feel her wetness surround him. NO, he had to stop thinking like that. He couldn't do that to Jeff.

She got off the couch, exposing her ass, and went into the kitchen to get him a drink. He looked like he seriously needed something. She came back to the living room and sat down, handing him his drink. "Are you alright?" She wanted him badly. She was so wet. She wanted to bend over the couch and have him fuck her ass.

"How long have you two being seeing each other? When did you two hook up? Where is Jeff right now?"

She didn't answer right away. Her mind was lost in her sensations. She moved her hand across her thigh, inching her silky robe up. She wanted to grab her nipples and pinch them. "I don't know, he's off somewhere filming something. He could be back any moment." She stood up and walked towards him. She leaned down and kissed him hard and passionately, while her hands swiftly undid his belt and pulled out his hard throbbing cock. She immediately lowered her head and started licking his cock, slightly moaning.

He didn't stop her. What was he thinking? Jeff could walk in the door at any moment. What would he do?

She stopped and stood up, leaned over the couch exposing her ass. "I want to feel you in my ass now!"
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the questions..
where is Jeff?
what will he do?
does he do as she wishes?

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Part 3
lets back up a moment..

part 1 synopsis: They are best friends - she is getting married and just told him. He's in a daze because he has come to tell her he's in love with her and finally blurts out "Who?"

part 2 synopsis: She tells him that its his long time best friend, Jeff, that ask her to marry him. She exposes herself to him, leans over and kisses him and starts to suck his cock. She leans over the couch and says, "I want to feel you in my ass now!"

we are left with several questions:
where is Jeff?
what will he do?
does he do as she wishes?

Characters need names before we move forward to part 3, me thinks people are getting confused

Her name is Isis
His name is Aaron
and Jeff is the finance

and now onto part 3....
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Aaron looks at her ass, it looks delicious, what the fuck is he going to do? Oh what the hell, she's inviting him to fuck her and she said that Jeff was out filming and he knew when Jeff got to filming, he got lost in the moment and it might be hours before he came up for air. One last time with Isis, why not, could he just walk away after this, he didn't know but she had. He stood up slowly, he pants dropped to the floor. He reached down to the table and grabbed the cherry lube sitting plainly in view, did Jeff fuck her here, he wondered? He drizzled the lube down her ass and started to massage the lube into her ass. He drizzled lube on himself, coating his hard cock.

Isis looked behind her, oh my, he was rubbing the lube on his hard cock, she loved to watch a man stroke himself. And the sensations where his fingers where playing with her ass, ooooooo. She felt him move towards her clit, he was rubbing the lube everywhere, she wanted to feel his tongue licking it off her.

Aaron gently put his hard cock against her ass and entered her, she was gently bucking back into him, she wanted him. He heard her whisper, "deeper, harder." He complied, he started to thrust into her faster and harder, grabbing her ass with both hands to steady her. He brought one hand around her waist and found her clit. She was so wet, he started to pinch and rub her clit, she bucked harder. He was pounding her ass. He reached up and pulled her up to him, deeply kissing her. He reached up and grabbed her tits, pulling at them. He moved his hands back down to her ass and grabbed her ass, pulling himself deeper and deeper within her.

Her legs were shaking, she was moaning. Oh my, she was in heaven. She could hear him moaning. Oh my, he was close.

Aaron could feel her almost to the brink, she was close. Her hands were gripping the edge of the couch and she exploded, he could almost feel her vibrating against him. He couldn't take it anymore and with one last deep thrust, he came in her ass. He collapse on top of her back.

She was out of breath and as she opened her eyes, the room was a more vibrant color. She felt Aaron slightly kiss her back as he lifted his weight off of her.

Isis trembled under him, he loved when he left her trembling and shaking. He slowly moved back, kissing her slightly as moved. He licked the cherry lube off her ass and lazily licked her clit from behind. She trembled even more, he gently bit her clit and pushed his tongue deep into her pussy, savoring her taste. He felt her thighs clench as another powerful orgasm overwhelmed her, her juices flowing down his chin. Satisfied, he leans back, pulled up his pants and sits down.

Isis couldn't move, she was in a daze. She wanted to feel his tongue back in her pussy now. She slowly recovers, pulls her robe back on and leans over to kiss him, tasting herself all over him, she licks his chin to taste herself even more and then she sits back down on the couch grinning at him.

They hear a car pulling into the driveway and then Jeff walked into the house. Isis jumps up and runs to him, kissing him passionately on the lips as if nothing had happened. She's good, Aaron thought to himself.

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With a start, Aaron, shakes his head and hears Jeff talking to him, "dude, are you ok?" Aaron looks around wildy, Isis is sitting on the couch next to Jeff innocently looking at him, wearing a tshirt and shorts. Jeff has his hand on Isis' thigh. WTF, weren't they just by the door kissing? They both had a look of concern directed towards him. WTF is going on? He felt like he was in the twilight zone.

Jeff looks at him again and says, "dude, it looks like you were lost in your head or something. Do you want another beer?"

Oh my god, Aaron realizes it was all a dream or was it? He licks his lips and he can still taste her, he touches his lips and they feel sticky. He can smell her on him, his taste buds overwhelmed with her scent.

Isis licks her lips, winks at him and turns and kisses Jeff passionately and deeply. Jeff looks at her and says, "I see someone has been playing." Then Jeff looks at him, "did she include you? Sometimes she is so selfish and play with herself before I get home."

Aaron too stunned to speak, shakes his head. Twisted, was it a dream?

Halloween 2005

2008-04-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

Interesting Halloween Party..I dressed up as a gothic archangel and no one knew who I was, when they realized, everyone said it was a good look for me, that I looked hot and sexy.

The party was at one of my client's house and it was a great party except that Z and S started hitting on me at a certain point.

Now don't get me wrong, both are hot and in all honesty, I wouldn't mine having S lick my pussy, I'd love to play with her but no way in hell do I want to incur the wrath of her girlfriend, who happens to be another client of mine and someone I like, plus she's a big women. And many of times, I've fantasized about touching her but nothing will ever come of it.

And Z, if he wasn't married, I'd love to feel him in my ass, grab his ass and pull him deep into me or suck his hard cock but he's married and apparently bi-sexual as he told me in detail how he likes to have a hard cock in his ass. So that explains why all of his friends are gay, it was like one of those ah-ha moments when the light bulb goes off but he also likes pussy and he would to fuck me. He thinks his wife is too skinny and he likes women with a little extra padding, so one like myself might asked, why did he marry her? He's told me before that he really doesn't like sex with her, she's not adventurous enough. I'm confused on that point. Besides those mysterious questions, he came up to me at one point and kissed my chest, then started pawing me and kept trying to kiss me, I kept having to tell him no and pushing him away. Now thinking about it, if he had pulled me into a closet or into the bathroom, I might have gone for it but his wife was in the house. And if he pulled me into a hidden room in the office, damn he could definetly get on his knees and bite me.

Z told me I should work S, that she was interested. Oh god, how did that happened? And I had no idea that he was interested, he's totally cool. I wasn't drunk, they were. Z apologized today for everything which tells me that he remembers what he said, I mean if he didn't what did he apologize for.

Anyways, I have a huge grin on my face, its not like it unusual for Z to hit on me, he's done it before. I just never knew in detail what he'd like to do to my body and he's never touched me like he did that night. He also told me about the power exchange, interesting, might go check that out.

Although, I've got to say, when I ask my friends to go with me to a party, would somebody please go with me!! At least when I give you a look that says HELP ME, you'd understand it.

story brewing

2008-04-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

Someone got me interested in writing again, maybe because today all I could think about was kissing him and getting up the nerve to kiss him - damn, I mean he was here all day and in my bedroom once and it wasn't until he left - we started talking about erotica..then again, maybe I wanted him to make the first move, pretty sure he doesn't have a girlfriend at least I hope not since the very sight of him makes me wet and today, I could not concentrate on any work related things, especially not while this hot sexy guy was working on my house - there's a story brewing here..coming soon

Link Exchange

2008-01-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

if anyone is interested in a link exchange..leave me some details how to get to you or leave your website info - I'll check it out, if I'm interested, I'll let you know

One week starts now

2007-05-13T11:32:00.000-07:00

after all said and done and let it go, he's not interested, why the hell am I still dreaming about him?

It was an odd dream, I went into the office to get some paperwork at midnight and there were people everywhere working, people that didn't work there, working and printing and plotting and it was like a big party. I went over to his desk to remove the computer that I had left behind the other night and he came up behind me, wrapped his arms around me and told me I had one week so show him why we should be together. His hands traveled down to my waist, his warm hands teasing just a top of my jeans, his breath on my neck and I just stood there like what are you doing? there are people here! Then his boss, my client came up behind us and smiled, she knew, I think she had known all along. She asked me to check the printer since I was here that all of sudden it was taking a long time to plot and he didn't pull back, his arms were still wrapped around me. I told her ok, I would check it out and then I turned around in his arms, kissed him on the cheek and said ok but you've gotta let me go for a minute so I can check the server. I turned around to his computer, logged into the server and couldn't quite figure out what was running on the server besides the print jobs, something else was running in the background..ah ha, I remembered we had set the backups to run at midnight - no one was usually there at that time.

I had to go to the server to stop the backups, clear the print jobs that were stuck and while I was kneeling down to switch the monitor to the correct server, J came up behind, put his arms around and said I've always loved you you know. Damn, what was he doing here? I didn't see him when I walked in. I pushed him away and told him he didn't have that right anymore, he had left me for someone else. P saw the whole thing and looked like he was upset, he didn't hear what I had told J. I fixed the server, told my client everything was ok and went back to P, wrapped my arms around him, kissed his neck and told him, ok one week starts now!

Then I woke up.

flirting, teasing, frustrating my soul

2007-04-26T00:24:00.000-07:00

images popping into my head
hot sexy flashes
messing with my mind
you know what you're doing
flirting, teasing
frustrating my soul
frustrating my body

its more than
just a challenge
i want to make you mine
bring you into the
inner depths of my soul
don't want to push
want you to come to terms
with your emotions
want to dance with your body
through the night
the slightest touch
makes me wet

just the thought
of running my hands
down your chest
to the hilt of your boxers
slowly, teasing
frustrating your soul
makes me want to dance
with your body
addicted to your flirting

me likey

2007-04-16T15:43:00.000-07:00

he's flirting more and starting to come out his comfort zone, he's coming into my office and asking questions about things he knows how to do..he's worked there a year or so and knows how to send out sheet sets. It sort of caught me off guard when he did that. I bought him a wireless keyboard that he asked for (not approved) and told him he owed me a drink! Talked to him today and told him if anyone asked, his old keyboard wasn't working - and that's why he owes me a drink, it wasn't an approved purchased - he laughed, good sign. I'm dragging him out for a drink tommorrow night..this slow tease flirting is driving me nuts

kiss me, part 1

2007-03-31T15:41:00.000-07:00

He was at a party with his buddy Trent, slightly drunk and telling Trent about this girl he really really liked, how when she leaned over in front of him brought the mischevious grin from within, how when she brushed her hand against his, he wanted to pull her to him but he couldn't bring himself to do it because they worked together and he sure as hell didn't want to have everyone messing with him again, it was bad enough when everyone was giving him shit after the company concert, the innuendos that he liked her. Trent listened and then told him to go for it, asked when could he get her alone, who was she, what did she look like? Slightly drunk and a little braver than usual, he said she worked late usually with her employee and usually after everyone went home or he assumed everyone was gone. They weren't that far from the office, Trent told him to go back to the office and pretend he needed help with something only she would know how to help with. He said he tried that before but she didn't take the bait. Trent said to try again, that he would go and be his wingman or flyboy or whatever it was called these days and would take care of her employee if anything happened.

She was working late as usual, her employee was filing, she was working and did not expect anyone to come back, it was after 8 and finally everyone had left so she could get some work done. She heard the door open and when she looked up, he was back with someone. He smiled and said he forgot something at the office. All concentration went out of her head, he had that effect on her.

He went to this desk, grab his spiral notebook and started to write down a list of job names, Trent told him to just go ask for her help. She wasn't wearing a skirt that afternoon was she? How could he have missed that today, he always noticed what she was wearing especially when she leaned over to get something near him or leaned close to him. He walked back to her office, poked his head in and said he needed some help with his timesheet, that he had forgotten to enter time for the previous week and he was confused on which project was which. She looked at him like he was crazy and he almost said forget it but Trent appeared and said "why don't you look it over together in that room, is that the conference room?" She shook her head and said "ok, what's the problem."

He sat down at the table, his wingman next to him and she leaned across the table, it was all he could do to concentrate on what he had written and not look down her shirt at her cleavage, her breasts he imagined would fit perfectly in his hands, he wanted to feel them, squeeze them, bite them. He grin, blushed slightly and stammered. Trent said, "dude, let get on with it, we have a party to get back too." He needed her to read what he had written across the top of his notebook. He told her he was confused on which projects where which because the names had all changed and could she tell him which was which from his list, so she read the list silently in her head: Helimont, Trainmasters, Cohrane and Kissme. She looked at him and said aloud, "damn, is kissme a new job, where did that one come from?" He softly looked into her eyes and said "no, its not a new job, read it literally." She looked at him again, "huh?" "kiss me," he said softly. Oh that's what he meant, she leaned across the table and gave him a slight kiss, something she had wanted to do for a very very long time. Her lips brushing his, a tentative kiss, slight tongue but very tentative and pulled back.

He looked at her and said, "no that's not what I wanted, more" She looked at him again with a mischevious grin, thinking to herself, oh so he wants more, lets see if he likes this. She got up, walked around the table to where he was sitting, leaned over his shoulder, brought his head to meet hers and kissed him deeply pulling him up to her, completely ignoring Trent and all her surroundings, playing with his tongue with her tongue, backing off, then hungrily searching for more. All of sudden, the pushed her against the wall, greedily kissing her, his hands on her neck, pulling her into him. He had turned the tables on her. She was lost in his kiss, that tight knot in her pussy was beating with fire at the thought of his kiss, she wanted more. Somewhere in the back of her head, she heard Trent say, "my job is done and that's my cue to leave. I'll take care of her employee."

Trent walked into her office and told her employee(T), I think they'll be busy for awhile, can I give you a ride anywhere? Trent and T left the office.

She could feel his cock beneath his pants growing, pressing into her body, she reached down and grab his ass and pulled him closer to her, wanting to feel his body against hers. She felt his hands upon her breasts, kneading and applying pressure to very essense of her lust. His lips greedily sucking her tongue like he was drinking her in. She wanted to fuck him right there, right at that moment, she had been waiting months and months for him to make a move. She felt his big hands move under her shirt, against her flesh and he paused for a moment, savoring in her gasp. Then his lips where upon hers again. She wanted to make him gasp a little too, she reached down to his hard cock and started to unbutton his pants, she wanted to feel it, wanted to tease him a little. Then they both heard it at the same time, Wyatt's booming voice, "hello, is anyone here?" They pulled away from each other almost immediately, his face a bright red, "I think we probably should take this somewhere else, my place or yours?" "yours, its closer, I want you," she whispered. His face went from a red to a deep crimson.

"I need to clean up a little and then we're out of here." She went back to her office, backed up the system, shoved everything in her desk and locked up as quickly as possible to not break the spell. She was wet, so very wet. She gathered her things and walked back to his desk, where he was seemingly getting the thing he had forgotten. Wyatt asking him questions about something and he looked so sweet, trying to innocently answer questions. His desk was in a cubicle area, so Wyatt couldn't see anything that was going on from the waist down. His back was facing her, she leaned against him and brushed her hand against his hard cock, stroking slightly, biting his ear lobe, so close yet so far away and then outloud she asked "ready for that drink I owe you?"

He didn't know if he could make it back to his place without cumming in his pants, every time she touched him he wanted to kiss her, finish his exploration of her body and damn Wyatt had to interrupt them. Where the hell did he come from? Did people keep coming back to the office late at night? No wonder she worked at home a few days a week. When she had walked over to his desk and stroked him, he almost came. He wanted to lift her up on the desk and fuck her right there, feel her ass and pull her deep upon him and yet, he kept what little composure he had and followed her out to the car, her car. As soon as they reached the car, he pulled her towards him, kissing her deeply, greedily, he couldn't get enough of her.

She told him to drive, he knew where he lived and could get them there faster. He drove calmly although it was hard, her little skirt kept riding up and he wanted to play with her, feel her flesh but wasn't sure if she'd let him in the car. They arrived at his house and it looked like no one was home but that was hard to tell considering his roommates rarely drove anywhere but the lights were out and he hoped no one was home. They got out of the car and he pulled her towards him again, pressing his body into hers, leaning against the car. The coldness of the car against her ass and the warm body pressed up against her was causing her body to tense and the sensations rippling through her flesh made her hungry for him. They half stumbled, half walked into the dark house, him unlocking the door, peering inside to make sure no one was home. She dropped her bag, he locked the door and pushed her against the door. She liked it rough but playful. He felt little resistance to his tactics making him feel sure of himself.

He lifted her shirt and tossed it aside, he pulled her bra off and cupped both breasts roughly but gently, playing with her nipples with his thumbs, while kissing roughly, passionately, deeply. She wanted to feel him, she reached down and unbutton his pants and pulled his hard cock out, stroking him slowly, teasing his cock. He couldn't take it anymore, he reached down under her skirt and found her very wet pussy, pulled her panties down, his fingers slide into her pussy, making her gasp, exciting him more, what did he want to do first, tease her or feel her now. He picked her up and slide her down against his cock, entering her slowly while pushing her up against the wall, her breasts right at his face, he buried himself in her feeling her clench and hold onto him while he pounded against her and the wall. "omg, baby don't stop, harder, oh please make me cum" He was excited, faster deeper, she was so wet, her ass in his hands, god she felt just right. He was almost about to come, she was about to come and then he heard his mom. Oh god, WTF? It was dark in the hall when they entered and he didn't check any further into this house. Why was everyone popping up unexpectdly tonight and why the hell was his mom here?

Oh why had he stopped, she was almost there. He looked panicked. "Baby, what's wrong?" "I thought I heard my mom in the kitchen." "where is your room?" "pass the kitchen", he whispered. "please don't stop now," she begged him.

He carried her into the hallway bathroom, closed and locked the door, looked at his reflection in the mirror, his shirt unbuttoned, his pants down around his ankles and the girl he wanted so badly for months sitting on his hard cock, her hands wrapped around his neck and started to pump into her, harder and faster, pulling her closer, deeper, he couldn't hold back any longer, screw everyone around them and felt her cum at the same time as he was exploding into her. She clung to him, while the ripples of her own orgasm washed over her body and through him and felt him cum as she did. He wanted to carry her into his room and fuck her again slowly, exploring her body but now he have to wait again.

She was breathing heavily, looking at him for the first time, his plaid shirt open, his chest just the way she envisioned him, his body just the right size, his pants down around his ankles and she smiled, she was happy and wanted more, alot more time to explore every inch of him, to feel his warmth again her lips, her breasts, her clit, she wanted him again right now, in his room, in his bed, all night long.

They started to get dress and he realized her clothes where by the front door, he took off his shirt and gave it to her. Pulled up his pants, she realized for the first time, he was commando, just the way she liked her men. They ventured out into the hallway, gathered her clothes and bag and somewhat innocently padded into the rest of the house. He looked so sexy in his khaki pants and barefeet, his body so exposed. She pulled him towards before venturing further, kissing him, not wanting to break the spell between them. Waiting for him in the living room/kitchen area was his whole family.

missing folder, yeah right :)

2007-03-26T12:53:00.001-07:00

thought I'd try to be consistent and at least post this here too, too many blogs to keep up with..lol

now why would he ask me about a CAD folder? I know nothing about CAD files or folders, that's E's domain not mine. I never venture into those folders besides I have no idea what's on them, I can't tell you a tree from a bush in CAD..lol.

All I know is that he smelled really really good. I wasn't a complete space, I did realize how close to me he was and if all he was interested in was to find his missing folder, then he didn't need to be so close that I could have nuzzle my head against his shoulder (which I should have in retrospect). Damn he did smell good!

Besides I think he knew where he put it, he's smart, he could have easily moved the folder, run a search and then asked for help finding his missing folder.

update to this one, I called the office today to talk to someone else and as soon as I realized it was him on the phone, all thoughts went out of my head, I stammered and couldn't remembered why I had called in the first place - lol

sexy mojo is coming back slowly

a story for Chris

2007-02-19T20:00:00.000-08:00

They had originally met online through her indecent blog, she thought he was cute and interesting, they had online sex and talked dirty to each other but there was a catch, he lived in another state and he was married, she wasn't going to go there with him and she wasn't his moral police either, if he was trolling blogs looking for online sex, she was up for it, he was cute and had a great sense of humor. They were friends, online friends for many years talking about anything and her boyfriends and why men were they way they were until one day her business took her to his hometown and they met for the first time, he was indeed very cute and it wasn't awkward. She wasn't sure if it would be, they had only talked online and never really that much on the phone but it wasn't, it was liking seeing an old friend that she didn't see that often. Actually it was much easier than hanging out with her ex-finance and his wife but that's another story to be told or forget completely. She had had fantasies about him and he wasn't a let down. They met at a local AppleBees, she ordered cheese fries and a strong drink, tough day and he ordered a chocolate milkshake. They talked and hung out for a little while and then he walked her back to her car and they hugged. She wanted to kiss him but wasn't sure.

That night back at her hotel room, thoughts running through her head, she could have kicked herself, she was horny and wanted to feel his lips upon hers, feel his hands upon her body and feel his hard cock slide into her wet pussy and damn, she let the thought go, she fucked up, she should have kissed him and why the hell didn't he kiss her?

Then she turned on the TV and was flipping through channels to distract her mind from his eyes, his lips, his voice, his funny antedotes anything to try and bore her to go to sleep, she had an early day tommorrow.

As she was flipping around she found the free playboy channel and her mind was racing, if he couldn't be there, she could watch and pretend he was there. She slowly took off her clothes, imagining him there watching, she eased back on the bed, slightly spread her lips and started to play with her clit imaging his fingers twirling against her clit, his hot breath upon her neck, her breasts, inching down to her belly button, down further until his lips and mouth were upon her pussy, his tongue slowly dancing against her wet pussy.

to be continued tommorrow...........

Dream Muse

2007-02-17T23:18:00.000-08:00

could she write without her dreams?

everynight he had come to her in her dreams delighting her with his ghostly form. And every morning she awoke strangely energized and satisfied and yet she couldn't put her finger on the transformation.

As soon as she left for work, he would fall into bed in his physical exhausted form. It took lots of energy to be her evanescent lover but there was a plan he hoped. He once asked his mentor why he couldn't come to her in his physical form and the mentor said, "don't you know, you're the devil." He worried at the time of his mentor's comment, he couldn't be could he? Over time he realized he was the devil of desires not an evil devil but a playful energy source of desires. Thank god, she never made her bed, otherwise she might be suspicious of crumpled bedsheets as he lay there exhausted from the night before.

He was instructed to start slowly, awaking her senses again through her desires. Last night, he started with slow kisses up her back just the way she liked it, slowly awakening her yearnings for passion and fire.

Her dreams started out innocently enough and then her desire, her deepest darkest desire was to be with someone she trusted and have his hands around her neck while she rode the pony, not enough to choke her but to feel his hands, his power wrapped around her neck. Would this bring the devil out in him? He could feel himself starting to materialize before her with every deep thrust, every time her long hair grazed his chest, his hands went up to her neck pulling her down for a deep passionate kiss, he wanted her to know him, wanted her to see him and in her dreams he was there, she saw him in her dreams but she only thought he was a dream. He had to fight the desire to appear before her.

Last night, he awoke to find her standing over him, not scared but delighted to find her dream muse was a real man, a real man that wanted her, a real man naked in her bed

She needed him, he was her dream muse.

shaved vs not shaved

2007-01-27T17:35:00.000-08:00

shaved vs not shaved - its a personal preference and yet my new doctor whom I'm not sure I even like that much now, asked my why I shaved and my answer, I like it, its my body. And she told me "well there is a reason that it grows, its for lubrication." Ok, maybe in her world, its for lubrication but I'd don't get that. She also doesn't shave her legs or underarms and while that is her preference - ewww.

After a few other comments from her and even though I just started seeing her, I'm going to look for another family practice doctor. I want someone that I can trust and that won't judge me for my shaving preferences. I don't judge her, I think its ick that she doesn't shave anywhere but that's her choice. Just like its my choice to be shaved

keagen

2007-01-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

and keagen was born out the ashes from a thundering red mist, his manhood behold for all to see. She stared in awe as this man wanting to touch him but daring not to speak as to not disturb the dream, if she awoke now, he'd be gone............ oh god, that was too romance type of writing, not me. note to self...we need more erotica....

and so keagen was born out the ashes of her guilty conscience........

writer note, i realized I stop thinking in an erotic way, its been a long long time since this girl has had sex and I stop thinking sensually and I realized if I open my eyes anything can be erotic depending on the words that flow from my head. I enjoy writing and I need to start opening my mind and my head and my heart and let the magick flow... and so keagen is born and let see where my wandering words may lead us..

everyday objects

2007-01-17T19:23:00.000-08:00

well since I'm in the tease mode - I sent a riddle

displacing moisture
as raindrops on a petal
beckon forth
the mysterious protection
of the pentrating action
sliding in and out
lubricating
the shaft
of the bolt
saturating
the grooves
within
as it cleans
the roughness
from the grinding
of the machine

on one level - its really can be quite innocent, it really is an everyday household object

on another level - well, if you have a dirty mind, then it could possibly be quite erotic (which btw is what I was going for in my tease mode)

and then there is the fact i have access to his email (being an IT administrator has its advantages sometimes..lol) and on many levels I thought to myself, I should probably have sent this to his myspace email or something and not the work address but if I hadn't I wouldn't have found the response

the response so far: he forwarded it to another co-worker with this question
Does this seem wierd to you? (which tells me maybe he's not old enough to grasp it)

the response from the co-worker: in so many different ways I dont even know where to start. does xxxx send strangly erotic riddles often? which tells me, he gets it and I actually have a slight more respect from him

tease mode

2007-01-16T12:30:00.000-08:00

every chance I get I leave a small post-it note on his desk, all innocent of course, sure you're thinking to yourself, this girl is not innocent.lol

last week..the phrase was "chocolate carmel mornings"

now I can't figure out if he is keeping the messages or throwing them away, if he's keeping them, then I just continue the story line on the same postie

and today's message, hmmm, I don't know yet, have to wait and see...

design code needs help/fixed

2006-12-28T13:18:00.000-08:00

I just checked this layout design on firefox..ick, something's not right in the design code..i will fix it soon

manlogic - thanks for the inspiration - a story is developing in my head, i started to dream again :)

update: design code layout is fixed - works in IE and firefox

finding her way

2006-12-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

i realized something the other day, I've been neglecting this part of me, whether or not I'm with someone, I can write a good erotic story and for some reason, I pushed this part of me not away just forgotten for awhile and I need to embrace my sexy side and start writing again and being artistic - the whole point of starting my own business was to have time to be creative and free from the expected norm and I lost her somewhere along the way..she's coming back soon, now if only I could dream that would help.

just a quick pic

2006-12-23T11:57:00.000-08:00

just one bite isn't enough or is it?

2006-11-21T20:31:00.000-08:00

just one bite isn't enough or is it
the lines have become blurred between blogs and now i'm becoming one, one being, one place, one space
if you know me, you know there are many facets to my life.
read between the lines
i am the sexy witch,
the sexy magick
the desires of us all
the first bite is it enough?
or do you want more, more deep down inside
the creative being
the delicous organic wonderous feeling
of the moment
the hug, the ooooooo so wonderous hug
of finally feeling him in your arms
the birth of all fantasies
the reference point of feeling
and knowing he knows who you are
does he see beyond the girl in the office
and know that she is so much more than what he sees
does he have some desire beneath
the smile?

and if he didn't have a girlfriend, what are the chances
that i could feel his body against mine, to feel his lips upon mine
to feel his hands roam over mine
would it be possible?

did i drink too much tonight, did I spill the beans on too much gossip?
I like him, I want him, I want his touch
I want to feel more than a hug
I want to feel him deep deep inside me
I want to see his smile upon waking
I want his touch, i want him

and the question reminds, should I just tell him?

indecent gone again?

2006-11-21T00:02:00.000-08:00

so I've been slowly moving my archives over from indecent and when to log in tonight to move a few more over and its gone - site name has expired.

Any former indecent bloggers know how to contact indecent himself, I'd like to get my posts back/if possible pull all my archives off his server and be done with it once and for all

men and tight jeans

2006-10-24T09:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday, df was wearing his tight jeans and yes, I did notice, mmmmmmm and then Z was wearing tight jeans and was sitting at my desk, I needed to get into the file cabinet where he was sitting so I bent down to unlock the drawer where his knee just happened to be, ohhhhhh, I sooooooo wanted to run my hand up his leg,

just a hint of a tease against that tight fabric, a slight touch to entice the senses, a momentary distraction

maybe this Friday at the concert, I'll take a breath and just do it, then again maybe it will just remain a fantasy

You still make me wet

2006-06-10T00:36:00.000-07:00

She looked at him and said, "You know I'm not in love with you anymore."

He turned sideways on the barstool and looked at her and asked, "Are you sure?"

"What do you mean am I sure? Of course, I'm sure."

He leaned in close, grabbed her by the neck and kissed her deeply.

Damn, damn, damn, she was flustered. When he finally let her up for air, she looked at him, "WTF was that for? I said I wasn't in love with you anymore, my heart doesn't skip a beat talking to you. I didn't say I wasn't attracted to you anymore. That you still don't make wet. And what the hell happened to the girlfriend?"

He looked at her shyly with a grin and said, "just testing the waters"

She playfully hit him across the head and rolled her eyes. Men! she still didn't get them, when you don't want them, they want you. When you want them, they don't want you.

to be continued..

the block is fading

2006-06-04T17:21:00.000-07:00

sexy erotic blogging is slowly coming back to me, my dreams have started again and I know that the creative block I've been experiencing is slowly fading..erotic stories coming back soon :)

imagine

2006-03-28T11:59:00.000-08:00

I'm not much for posting IM conversations - but this one was good

anticipation makes the heart grow fonder
Anticipation and frustration are 2 sides of the same coin.
i have suggestions for the frustrations
yes....
imagine we're sitting in your car, i lean over and kiss you deeply while unbuttoning your pants, i take your hard cock out and lightly lick the head, then down the sides, back up....then take you completely inside my mouth and now i'm wet your fingers are running through my hair guiding me gently. go to lunch, play with yourself and imagine me licking and savoring you
oh my gawd. x and x were in my cube the whole time you were sending me those messages. Everytime I heard a "briiing!" blood left my face and ran to my penis. and y;know,,, I like to finger along while receiving a BJ. I love playing with pussy.
that was the second half of the image. go to lunch, take a little longer and play with yourself, close your eyes and imagine i'm right there
O, then. I'll be at home i 15 minutes.......
because i'm sitting here playing with my very wet, very swollen pussy

making me wet

2006-03-26T17:17:00.000-08:00

i come home to find you watching a little girl on girl action, stroking your hard cock, I gently close the door as not to disturb, I want to watch you watch the movie. I want to watch you play with yourself. I can feel my pussy throbbing, the wetness dripping down my legs. Damn i should have worn panties under the skirt when i left the house this morning. You're breathing is getting heavier and i hear a slight moan escape your lips. I can't just watch anymore, I need to play with my clit, i quietly raise my skirt and slip my fingers inside, mmmmmmmmmmm, i'm soaked...

everynight i dream of you.

2006-03-25T02:30:00.000-08:00

Your long blond hair pulled back in a ponytail while you work completely turns me on. I watch you while you try and get the bar/tattoo/massage stations set up. I watch you as you struggle to make you dreams come true and while I watch I work with a smile on my face. You have completely turn this old warehouse into something cool with the privacy rooms for the tattoos and massages and this breakfast/old time bar down the side. You have total electronic geekiness to you yet you are so down to earth, I am so lucky to have found you especially since I wasn't looking for you.

You pissed me off the other day, demanding this and that when I had taken time off work to help you and you completely made up for it

You called me on the cell phone which I thought was weird because you were only 10ft away and I snapped at you, you told me to look at the stairs that the blond by the door would cover us for 15 minutes. I asked you what Kevin was doing here, "he'll cover us babe, I'm sorry"

You walked down the stairs and came over to me, pulled me close and kissed me passionately in front of everyone. You took everything out of my hands and put them down on the counter and lightly guided me towards the back. "Babe, close your eyes, I have a surprise for you." I was in no mood for surprises, you pissed me off. You saw the look in my eyes, I was still pissed off. "Please, close your eyes." That look, it melts me everytime no matter what. I closed my eyes while you gently put your big hand on the small of my back and guided me into a dark room, I could smell incense burning and hearing the steam hissing from the hot tub. I was thinking what are you up to, we only have 15 minutes.

You lean up against me and kiss my neck. My eyes are still closed and i have no idea what you're up too. You lift my arms up and pull off my shirt, "keep your eyes closed." You turn me around and push me up against the wall, I can feel you throbbing against me. I want to open my eyes and look deep into your soul. You lean down and unbutton my jeans, sliding them down and my panties down to my ankles, you lean in and whisper right against my clit, licking slightly before roaming your tongue back up my body, kissing me softly everywhere. Ok now I want you, I'm not longer pissed just in heaven, what are you up to?

You turn me around and gently push me forward, "babe, lean forward, there is a table right in front of you" You guide my hands to a the table and kiss slowly down my back, down my ass and then I feel you, all of you guiding yourself into me and I sigh, I can't help but opening my eyes. I want to kiss you and then I notice all of the rose petals scattered around the room, the soft light flickering from the tub and then oh my, you start to play with my clit, your finger is circling around and around, faster and faster as you pump in and out, all of your weigh is against me, its a slow passionate build up and i'm almost there, you reach around and grab my neck and yea, that has pushed me over the edge, my legs are shaking, and I'm omg i exploded, I feel you withdraw throbbing slighty, you gently pick up me and lay me down on the table. I feel you climb up and enter me again, you lips upon my lips and another wave has hit, I want you deep, i pull you closer with my legs, i grab your ass and pull you in deeper, "faster babe, please harder, deeper, don't stop" You start to pump furiously, your hands are around my neck and your tongue is deep within my mouth, then I hear you gasp and release and we cum together. You fall against me and we both fall asleep or so I thought. You let me sleep and I awake to you looking at me. "I love you" I start to speak and you put your finger on my lips, "let me finish. I love you and I want you to be my best friend, my lover and my wife forever, will you marry me?" Omg, did he just ask me to marry him. Oh god, yes, yes, yes. Oh wait, I need to say that aloud "YES, I'll marry you!" You kiss me deeply and passionately and hold me in your arms. Omg, I get to marry you, this gorgeous blond tattoo'd man of mine. You want me forever.

Who are you in my dreams? Where are you?

...skip forever a few nights....
I dreamt of us again, we have a kid, a beautiful blond boy with long hair running amuck through the warehouse playing in every kids delight free to be who he is, a toddler learning how to run

...another night...
I dream that you are a recovering alcoholic which is why the old time bar is for coffee and old fashion ice cream sodas

...each night I get a glimpse of you and yet I don't know who you are just yet, do I get to know or do I just keep dreaming of you til the time is right? only time will tell

moving archives over

2006-02-20T20:49:00.000-08:00

slowing moving my archives over from indecent and deleting indecent blog as soon as I'm done moving them over..for few reasons

my alias on that one is way way too closely related to my real blog and I don't want client finding out about it

indecent's gotten weird in my opinion..not my cup of tea i guess lately

and it keeps going down - i totally understand that indecent is a hobby for the mysterious indecent and he has his own life but really its growing, charge for it, make it a real business, its a great idea and if I had my own servers - I'd definetly give a try and charge for it but then again I don't have time anymore for anything else

and after this experience of moving posts over..wow, what a pain in the ass and not in a good way

drizzle over blue glass

2006-02-20T19:13:00.000-08:00

dreams drizzle over blue glass
plastic rings dance upon silver rings
night time teases with one hand
tender caresses in my dreams
sweet love fills my head
kisses trailing along our lines
dreams of you in the night

yesterday 2-19-06

2006-02-19T16:21:00.000-08:00

I have these friends and they will always be friends but we're not close, I haven't seen most of them for at least 4 years or so and pretty much by choice - I grew up, they didn't, they still party, get drunk and still are stuck in their 20s when most of them are closer to their 40s and last night made me realize why I don't hang out with them, they are boring and I'm not part of that group anymore. I dated someone a long time ago that was part of the whole group and I outgrew them, I think my personal trainer probably knows more about me than these people and again by choice, I probably won't see them again for a very long time - we're not the same anymore. Anyways, I actually left after about 2 hours and came home and cleaned my house - anyone that really knows me, knows I don't clean all that often and tells you how much I just didn't want to be with those people :D

Other news..i saw a really cute guy yesterday and he smiled back..but I had to go :( maybe I'll see him again

And I told someone about this blog that I know in everyday life, not sure if that was the best idea but I trust him to keep it to himself because he's about to learn a hell of lot more about me than he knew.

still no sex on this front..although new dream story coming soon

mystic muddle still in effect

2006-01-28T16:42:00.000-08:00

BC - thank you, you are beautiful :)

as far as the mystic muddle goes..i think its still there..

I GOT MY DATA BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY DANCE

and then I dropped my laptop, it just slide right out of my hand and now the screen is all funky and no I didn't have a backup because I was about to do the backup but the battery was dying, so I went to plug it in and it fell (although I can still get to data on the laptop over the network, so me thinks it might just be the screen)

my thoughts on the mystic muddle...I think I need to get laid!!! And according to other reading, my mystic muddle should clear up on Feb 1st, BC..thoughts??

who knew changing my hair color to cherry blonde would get me more noticed???? damn if I'd known that, I might have changed my hair color, years ago but then again maybe its just all part of this mystic muddle path that I must take

original comments:
beautifullychaotic - January 28th, 2006
When interests and opinions start clashing you will need to bring it all together and then the process of harmony shall begin. Certain conflicts are causing your heart to take longer and personally I don't see it happening quite as quickly as you want hon.

Try and look past the what is bothering you now to see the real underlying problem! Stability, support and tranquility are soon to touch your heart but without viewing this first, face on, this could slow things down. Strength and balance are strong within you, use it! If you have thought about re-setting your standards lately maybe it is time to give in and then your self esteem shall higher it's level xxxxx Hugs hon be patient.

WTF?

2006-01-24T16:45:00.000-08:00

this month just sucks..i can't figure out what in the cosmos is fucking with me..

first week of the month - i almost lose it with a client and think to myself why am i doing this type of work - I can't stand it

2nd week - bad news from hell and then waiting and waiting and waiting for a result

3rd week - still waiting for that damn result

3rd week - get the result - good news

this week - hard drive crashes on my main computer - where all my data is stored (no I don't have a backup) and now I have to wait another week to see if the data can be recovered..thank god, I have my laptop but that's my life on that hard drive, my memories, my loves, my backups, my $$, my clients, my company, OMG, its my fucking life.

could it get any worse?? what did I do to piss someone off up there?

good things that happened:
good news on result

added three more clients (although their data is on that hard drive too)

time to take a painkiller and sleep - forget about it all for a little while

so on that note..if you've emailed me before and/or I had your email address, forward it to me again because its currently lost on that crashed hard drive..BC...that means you

damn it, damn it, damn it

2006-01-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

of course, indecent is yet again down and my main computer hard drive fucking crash tonight..everything is on that computer..my whole company - contacts, clients, all my site designs, my money, everything, I mean everything is on that computer and i can't access it. I just want my DATA!!!. Dell sucks, that don't care that someone just lost all their data - the tech support person kept saying, we can restore your backup to a new drive..what part did she not fucking get..I don't have a recent backup...this week has just started out fucked up, I'm behind on my clients, my main computer has crashed along with all my blogs backups and my accounting - i have no idea how much $$ i have..shit..god, I hope df can get it recovered..please let him get it recovered, I swear I'll be better, I will backup it from now on.

ahhhhhhhhhh

2006-01-22T16:45:00.000-08:00

goth boy may have stood me up but at least my shower massager never does

the beautiful petals within, may we meet again

2006-01-20T22:11:00.000-08:00

every once in a while you meet someone that is just like you, that one person that could complete your soul, that no matter which direction your lives take you, you always end up on the same path back where you started, talking and talking for hours, realizing that there was a reason that you liked each other in the first place, what started this journey to discovering one another, that unfolding of the rose, seeing the beautiful petals within

if only they wouldn't fucking freak out everytime you start to get close

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goth boy has once again disappeared out of my life, next time maybe he'll be a little more grown up and I might get a another tiny glimpse into his life and yet again, I am disappointed yet calm that because of how much we seemed to be alike and how much are lives are exactly the same - have taken the same paths the last three years that in three more years, we may meet again.

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on the other hand, I'm so fucking tired that everything is making me irritable and I'm crying out of sheer exhaustion. I have so much work and don't even know where to begin except that I need sleep and some time off.

teasing...a little sweet foreplay

2006-01-13T16:41:00.000-08:00

I don't neccessarily want to tell goth boy just yet about this site but want to send him a little naughty enticement of what's to come

oh yea, update on this weekend..ackkkkkkkkkkk, my period showed up a week early and our weekend date in the hotel has been postponed to next weekend..so on that note, I'm in the mood for teasing...a little sweet foreplay for goth boy, but which story?

so what's your favorite story that I've posted?

goth boy updates

2006-01-11T16:24:00.000-08:00

December 13, 2005
I can't believe how hard it is to schedule sex with my goth boy, between his daughter coming to visit which until today totally forgot he had a daugther..oops and me having the flu and my period starting very very soon and him going home for christmas(like he does every year - another fact I completely forgot about until now) and yet we're still talking about hooking up and the weird thing is I remember why I liked him in the first place, we're totally comfortable around each other and yet he is only a sex toy at this point, admittedly a very hard one to schedule but still we're just discussing pure playful fun sex, no strings with one another..sweet.

and I had an idea, hopefully he'll be around wednesday, I sent him an email and said "just because I have my period doesn't mean we can't still have fun. Do you like anal sex? And while I'm on the subject, what else do you like sexually?" I can't ever remember us discussing this on that one date we had ummm like 4 years ago

December 23, 2005
funny thing about him - sometimes I read his emails and shake my head..for someone that only wants to hook for sex - he seems to be really attentive, sending me funny things, emailing me back right away, men - I don't get them, I really really just don't...so anyways, after 2 mos of trying to get together - it might happen after the 27th, at this point, its been so long, I've almost forgot what it feels like *grin*

Jan 11, 2006
after talking to goth boy on the phone tonight for an hour, I completely remember why I liked him in the first place - its like we've known each other forever, its really easy to talk to him and now I know how old he is (30)which tells me how long its been since we've seen each other..

since the last time four years ago, our lives have taken the almost the same path..

about 6 mos after we went out on that one date, he met someone else and dated her for 3 or 4 mos and I too met someone else and dated him for about 3 mos

then he was in a relationship for 3 years and recently that ended about 3 mos ago and I too, was in a weird off again/on again relationship for the last 3 years and it recently ended for me 3 mos or so ago

we both like black & red furniture and cats - yea, that's a weird little fact (although I have to throw orange and deep brown into the mix of colors)

its eerie how our lives have taken the same path

soooo...he wants to take me out to dinner and then a fancy hotel and play all Sunday night..he's paying, I'm good with that. He wants to have fun and be extravagant..i'm totally good with that, someone should spend money on me for once ;)

so hopefully an update Monday night

original comments
expei - January 11th, 2006
will make Monday morning rather pleasant i hope

cherry blonde

2006-01-09T16:39:00.000-08:00

its not quite red, more like cherry-burgundy blonde but it works for me and its delicious. I love the new cut too, I cut off about 3 inches and it looks great..pics soon.

goth boy stood me up again, I should just know better..soo no sexy happening here but I'm a cherry blonde

orignal comments:
expei - January 09th, 2006
it will cum

somethingwickedcomes - January 09th, 2006
Pictures. Yes. I love readheads!

TheChef - January 09th, 2006
So do you taste like cherry now too?

Or are you more strawberry?

Stop wasting your time with that dude. Relax, all will come in due time. It's when you're not looking that's when you'll be swept away.

farfromgrace - January 09th, 2006
glad you joined the redhead club, i am currently red myself. *wink* i am thinking about the next color....

sm - January 10th, 2006
hmm, do I taste like cherry? sure why not, I have cherry lube around here somewhere

as for the dude, I didn't go chasing after him, he can after me..he emailed me though and said he was sorry, last minute out of town thingy and maybe some news after tommorrow night..all I want is sex!!!

cherry blonde

2006-01-08T22:52:00.000-08:00

simple touch

2005-12-29T16:38:00.000-08:00

what i miss most is the touch of a man, just that simple warm touch of someone that wants me. That caress against the small of my back, that kiss upon my neck, that soft whisper against my ear, warm legs entwined with mine, that arm drapped across my body as we sleep. what i miss most is that simple touch.

its been too long.....

recovering

2005-12-25T16:36:00.000-08:00

well, I think I might be on the road to recovering from this brutal flu, I woke up incredibly horny this morning..always a good sign. And I could breathe..seems like the chest congestion is finally leaving my body.

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logical: Merry Christmas. May Santa bring you all your desires and naughty dreams«« *winks*
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the stranger and the mint

2005-12-05T20:33:00.000-08:00

maybe its the great orgasm I just had and I'm feeling much better or I'm avoiding my work but if nothing else comes out of the last date, a great fantasy is born and damn he missed out on something hot

You see her across the bar, your eyes lock briefly. She moves around the bar to where you are standing, you think she is going to talk to you but instead she leans across the bar to order a drink, something sweet and sexy, you hear her say. Its do or die, time to see if this average joe can get laid tonight. You slightly touch her back and lean in to whisper in her ear, "I'd like to take you home and fuck you tonight, nothing more, nothing less." If looks could kill, you'd be dead right now. She looked pissed. You take a step back just in case she swings and head towards the front door, damn that was a mistake you say to yourself.

As you're heading out the door, you feel a hand on your shoulder. She stops you from moving. She looks directly into your eyes and asks what's your name? You tell her. She asks what's your last name? You tell her again. She downs her drinks and says, "lets go." You are stunned but take her hand in yours and start walking up the street back to your place. She pulls out a cigarette and lights it. You walk briskly up the street, hoping she can keep up, you don't want to lose the moment, what if she changes her mind?

She was a little taken aback but he was hot with his tousled hair and goregous brown eyes and kissable lips and what the hell, why not, not like she had been laid in a while. Its not like he knew her or her name and she would never see him again anyways.

You get to your place, she follows you up the stairs, never saying a word. You ask her what music she wants to her, she says "whatever". You put on Symphony X. She lies down on the bed and you join her, kissing her passionately deeply. Your hands are roaming across her body, pushing her shirt up, kissing her breasts, biting her breasts. Your hands deftly unzip her tight jeans and your fingers slide into her pants and find her clit, rubbing it just right. She is breathing heavily now. She tells you to wait, leans up and takes off her bra and her shirt and tells you that if her shirt is off, then yours must be too. You slip her pants off and she has a little trouble with your 501s but then she releases your hard cock.

She is thinking to herself, oh my, that is big, bigger than she has lately. She wants to taste. She slides your jeans off and flips over, she takes your cock in her mouth and starts to lick and suck, savoring the taste. She turns around into a 69 position and put her clit right above your mouth and tells you to bite. You compile, she shutters and starts to shake as you put your tongue in her pussy, she is on fire. She has stopped sucking on your cock and you want to slide into her. She has rolled over onto the bed, breathing heavily, eyes closed.

You take a moment to look at her, then you slide yourself into her wet pussy, leaning up to kiss her, lick her neck, bite her breasts and her legs wrap around you. She is pulling you deeper and deeper into her. She looks at you and says faster, harder, give it to me. You pounded her pussy then she tells you to stop, you are almost there WTF? she stops you, turns you over and crawls on top, she places your fingers on her clit and tells you to rub back and forth, she starts to ride you hard, up and down, you're pounding into her and you come to together violently.

You lean back and she leans down to lick you clean. You lean back enjoying the moment and you close your eyes, briefly falling asleep with a smile on your face.

You awake and she is sitting on the edge of the bed, pulling on her boots. She leans over, kisses you, smiles and walks out of the room.

You never got her name.

Who seduced who?

and don't you know, I just had to send it to him *evil grin* I feel so much better now

original comments:
expei - December 06th, 2005 you are evil indeed lol good for you

i wanted

2005-12-03T13:07:00.000-08:00

i can't stop thinking about you, are you mad at me? I know I'd be if I were in your shoes, I might not return the calls or emails either but let me tell you what I wanted to do to you last night and maybe it will bring you round to giving me another chance.

I wanted to watch your smile while you talked about your passions, I wanted to lose myself in your eyes while thinking about how much I wanted to kiss those soft lips. I wanted to listen while thinking I wanted to talk you home to my place, my queen size soft bed. I wanted to play with your hard cock again and this time lets you slide into me. I wanted to taste you again, lick and swallow your hard cock. I wanted to ride you all night long, up and down, slow, faster and faster again and again. I wanted to play with you. I am so horny thinking about your hard cock sliding into my wet pussy.

so do I call again or just let it be?

SMDesires Poll

2005-12-02T02:33:00.000-08:00

1. How long can you go without masturbating?
2. Do your emotions get caught up with your playmates? Women this is more of a question for you but men are more than welcome to answer also :) In more specific terms, if you were having sex with a guy on a regular basis, can you keep your emotions out of the picture or do you're emotions play a part? And if you know its sex only, do you still have the desire for something more?
3. Do you or have you just gone out to just pick up someone for the night to have sex only without any emotions involved?
4. Women: 2 guys come into a room, one is average and one is gorgeous, who do you choose? (i'd post pictures but i don't think they'd like it)
5. Men: 2 women come into a room, one is drop dead victoria secret model and one is just an average sexy woman - who do you choose?

Coffee, Passions and xxxx

2005-11-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

I sent yummy guy an email..that basically said

Hi, would like to see you again and meet for coffee. In all honesty, I'd like to get to know you and your passions, if nothing more than friends, so be it. Use your imagination on the xxxx

Actually what I'd really like to do is to meet for coffee and passionate sex, I mean if I get nothing more than just sex at this point, I'd be happy for a few days. Just feeling his hard cock through his pants is enough to want to explore that avenue with him. If he doesn't feel we fit together, I know I at least aroused him sexually, what guy would say no to that?

out of the blue email - goth boy1

2005-11-24T16:08:00.000-08:00

I got this out of the blue email today from someone I went out with once...soooo soooo long ago, way before I met de. I remember we met on match.com, we went out for dinner and a movie, we talked for awhile after the movie as we walked near the water and then he freaked or something and I never really heard from him again except once, he found my other blog and left a message saying he freaked a little, he was a jerk and he was sorry and then never heard from him again...and today I got this message from him:

any holiday plans? one day one night, just an offer before i leave. nothing more nothing less

which is odd, I guess he keeps track, reads the blog every once in a while and now why all of the sudden does he email? got me.

so, I wrote him back, sure why the hell not? Lets go out one night, nothing more nothing less.

Here's the killer part - I have no idea what he looks like and I think he's 30 now but I'm not even positive on that. When we met the first time he was 27..so 3 years later, he's gotta be 30 at least by now I think unless it been 4 or 5 years since I've seen him last *shrug* I have no idea. Ok so if he write back and was serious, I might have a date this weekend, if not, life goes on and its not like I've even thought of him in the last 3 years or so..quite funny, really.

i don't get guys at all :D

original comment:
expei - November 24th, 2005
but he has caught your attention

new sexier design

2005-11-24T03:58:00.000-08:00

new design is up and running, ~~have a small problem with comments but at least you can post them now and the counter is up and running..troubleshooting more tommorrow, unless anyone has any ideas~~ now seem to be having an issue with the permalink/link to comments within the same window, temporary fix in place

archives coming soon..i just realized I could change the date and time of a post, cool, now I can setup the archives

sexy spitfire

2005-11-24T03:12:00.000-08:00

Fire
You scored 82 sexability!
That's ability with an 'a'Ding ding we have a winner. If we hooked up there would probably be neighbours 4 doors down complaining to the super, and collateral damage to my bed and couch. Oh and a call to the fire department to hose us down. You're a definite keeper and I'd be sure to make sure you stick around for more if you know what I mean.

You scored higher than 33% on variable 1

Link: The Think You're a Goddess in Bed? Test written by thecatinthehat on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

sexy muse

2005-11-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

where are you my little sexy muse? come out and play

update, i think I found her, new sexy template coming soon

hitting a creative wall

2005-11-22T02:12:00.000-08:00

I'm working on a template design for this new smdesires blog it might be slow coming as I'm not feeling incredibly sexy or sensual as of late. Well, I did Friday but then Monday I hit a wall, so my creative side has all but stopped at the wall. I have some great design ideas but nothing sexy is pouring out of me at the moment. I guess when its right, I will have a great inspiration and find that sexy part of me and the template will change..hopefully soon..oh where is that muse of mine?

ps..de if you're reading this - I need a hug, call me.

kissed a yummy guy

2005-11-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

and did a little more, defintely a vibe there and hopefully more to come. Damn he tasted so good and I'm oh so tired, i would have loved to stay the night in his strong arms but alas I did need to come home and feed the cats and my period started today and I wasn't prepared. I was totally totally comfortable with him and he said he was with me, good signs all around

little pissed

2005-11-18T00:27:00.000-08:00

I read something over at indecent (which is back up but honestly who knows for how long this time) that someone was upset about the community that is flocking away from indecent because of a little problem of the site going down. Unable to get to indecent, getting hit with adware and pop up windows when trying to get to indecent which then said the domain expired and potentially losing all my work and thoughts for the last 6 months is more than just a little problem. Domain names expire but usually the owner of the domain is forewarned that their domain is expiring and given a chance to renew it and I understand people get busy and indecent is a free blogging platform but still what happened? There has been no explanation on what the hell happened.

I don't know, I do like the sense of community at indecent but I'd like to have a little more options with my blogs - the ability to post pictures, backup features would be really nice, a domain/blog that didn't go down then again, I don't know - maybe I'll stay there and just mirror my blog here or maybe its time to move on.

Another reason I was thinking about moving on..is that smdesires is not as closely related to my other blog and therefore my company..

I'll make a decision this weekend..

SMDesires is moving here

2005-11-15T10:33:00.000-08:00

wow, indecent blogging is definetly having some problems. I managed to get most of my posts backed up with their comments and still have more to go to get the rest of the comments. I also managed to get my other indecentblog backed up with all comments. This weekend is definetly getting this one up and running, a mirror site to my indecent site and most likely a permanent home for SMDesires and Honey Dust...

template design will take a little more time, its alot more complicated than indecent's templates, ah well, gives me something to do on the weekend :)

indecent gone?

2005-11-14T12:33:00.000-08:00

looks like someone forgot to renew the domain name over at indecent, I have most of my posts backed up so it looks like I might be moving back over here very soon. Indecent has gotta a little off the wall for me and at least here, I can post pictures and still play with template designs..so soon to see SMD here in her new home

kevin, the roadster and the camp

2005-10-09T16:50:00.000-07:00

It was a warm summer day, she had on a almost sheer blouse with a vivid blue sheer tank underneath, her long blond hair pulled back into a pony tail, her long long legs encased in nothing but skin tight lower rider mini. She was driving down 280 on the way home from a meeting that late afternoon in her new bullet roadster. It was the newest and latest two seater roadster, it was shaped like a bullet with an open air top yet had a powerful twin engine and hers was a painted a glimmering cherry red black. She looked down at the gauge and realized she needed gas, she pulled off at the next exit looking for a gas station, she found one but the men were rude to her and wouldn't explain how to pump the gas from their old fashioned pump. Pissed off throwing her wallet into the seat, she got into her car and spotted another more known gas station to her left, as she pulled into the gas station it started to rain, not drizzle but thundering pounding rain like the sky opened upon her and down poured. She wasn't prepared for the rain, she hadn't ever put the top for her roadster on and hadn't the slightest clue on how to do it, she didn't have a jacket with her and she was getting soaked. Her sheer blouse was clinging to her skin and the tank did nothing to stop the water from reaching her now hard nipples. She pulled into the gas station and at the least the overhang was protecting her from the downpour for the moment. She reached for her wallet and couldn't find the credit card. Shit did it fall out or something, now she was going to have to deal with that when she got home. She looked up and saw a pack of roadsters coming towards her, pulling into to get gas. As one pulled in behind her, she found her credit card after leaning in and searching under her seat at a weird angle with her ass in the air. She stood up and he was gorgeous, long blond hair, a small goatee, piercing blue eyes, she went and put her credit card in the machine and started to pump her gas, nonchalantly like nothing was wrong. Her pussy ached with desire.

Kevin pulled into the gas station protected by the overhang, he didn't need gas but he needed to get the top on the roadster as him and his dad and brothers still had a little ways to go before reaching the camp. He looked up and oh my, there she was standing there soaked from head to toe, he could see the outline of her breasts through her sheer blouse. She turned around slightly and he glimpse her ass, he wanted to run his hands across her body. His cock started to stir. She looked confused, did she need help? He got the top of his roadster on and walked over to her, she had just finished putting the nozzle back into the pump.

"do you need any help?" he asked. She looked at him and thought, god yes, can you fuck me here and now but instead she said, "I need help getting the top on." He wanted to take her top off, caress her nipples with his tongue. Together, they reached over and undid the latches holding the top in the back compartment and lift the hard top onto the top, he leaned against her as the snapped the latches into place, closing the compartment. He sat down in her seat and started to make sure everything was secure.

She tripped and fell into his lap, "oops." She felt his hard cock against her ass. She wiggled around a little and started to get up from his lap, when his hands reached around and pulled her back, his hot breath upon her neck, "you can't drive like this, you're soaked, how far do you have to go?" She answered him, "a few hours before I get home." He told her, "come to the camp with us and you can dry you're clothes overnight, I want to taste you," as his hands reached her nipples and caress them lightly. "ok,but where is camp?" she said.
He told her to hold on, that he was going to go tell his dad and have one of his brothers drive his car and he would come with her.

She was wet in more places than on, her pussy was aching with want and a deepening need to fill his fingers, his cock, his tongue. She didn't know him but felt like she had known him forever. He had told her his name was Kevin, he lived not far from her, his dad and brothers went to this camp thing every year and that he was 27.

He came back said everything was cool. As they got back into the roadster, him driving and her behind him, she had never sat in the back of the roadster and found that her legs were a little too long to sit comfortably, so she stretched them out on either sides of the front seat, her mini riding up to her hips. She instinctively let her fingers wander down to her clit, sliding her fingers in and out of her soaked pussy. She silently played with herself behind him not realizing he had angled the mirror so he could watch while driving.

Kevin watched as she grabbed both her tits in her hands and pinched her nipples with her thumbs, pulling on them, he moved the mirror slightly down and saw her finger slide into her pussy, he caressed one of her legs, feeling her shiver, she pulled her finger from her pussy and licked her fingers, "can I taste?" he asked. She smiled at him, dipped her finger back into her pussy, pulled it out, leaned forward against his back, nuzzled his neck and put her finger in his mouth, he sucked hungrily, greedily and guided her other hand to his cock. She swiftly undid his pants and pulled out his hard hot cock, she started to stroke him and it was almost more than he could take.

The rain was still pounding upon the world but he couldn't wait til he got to the camp, he wanted her now, right now, damn she tasted good, he wanted to feel her lips upon his cock, now. He pulled off the freeway, down a dark deserted exit, stopped the engine, open the door and got out, she pulled him back towards her and put her lips on his cock. She sucked hungrily and greedily and he stopped her, he knew he couldn't hold it much longer and he wanted to taste her. He dropped to his knees in the mud, yanked her gstring which broke and stuck his tongue in her pussy, his fingers in her ass. She cried out, pulling his head between her legs. Her long long legs wrapped around his neck, sticking out of the car in the rain. He fucked her with his mouth til she left out a moan then a scream into the dark night and shudder with an orgasm. He didn't know how much longer he could hold it. He pulled her up and pushed her against the car and entered her pussy, pounding it hard and fast. He let out a moan and came deep into her pussy.

They were both soaked and muddy wrapped in each other arms with the rain pounding over their bodies, grinning from ear to ear as they entered the camp....

to be continued, the dream isn't over but author is completely soaked and needs to go clean up

your hands upon my neck

2005-08-07T16:56:00.000-07:00

your lying on your back, a light breeze blowing across your body as I straddle you, feeling your hot hard cock gently push into my pussy. Your big hands wrapped around my neck, I love the way that feels, the pressure of your hands, your fingers on my collarbone, as I move up and down upon your cock. One hand moves to squeeze my tit, hard. Softly the breeze blows between us, causing me to shiver, as my orgasm builds. Up and down, slowly, building a release, up and down i move squeezing your cock between my pussy walls. Your hands never leaving my neck or my tits, oh my, the way that feels, I trust you completely. Up and down I slowly ride you, my orgasm is building and building, I watch your face, look deep into your eyes, smiling. Every time I come up, i feel your cock against my clit, I can't take it anymore, ooooooo, I can feel myself pulsating, I start to ride you harder and harder, you start to pump me from underneath, your fingers twisting and pinching my nipples, i collapse upon you as my orgasm erupts shaking me to the core. You no longer can handle it, you flip me over and start pumping me harder and deeper, with a moan, you release filling me up. We collapse upon the bed, sweating, panting, completely relaxed
Mood: horny and wet

(2) original desires
expei - August 07th, 2005
yes

ladyluck0225 - August 08th, 2005
Mmmmm...

bi-curious, music and de

2005-08-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

just when I thought it was safe to start blogging back at indecent, the site is down again..so I'm back here again....

wow, Q looked awesome today. She has the most goregous blue eyes and that top she was wearing today - I doubt she has any ideas I'm trying to take a peak...so I finally said it aloud to de - I'm defintely bi-curious, although I'm not sure I could ever go through with it...but Q is so cute and definetly my type...yep, bi-curious, because some women do turn me on....

now de - damn - i want more, a couple of kisses and a hug, why was I thinking i could just kiss him and walk away without being horny as hell. I hope he's having a hard time concentrating right now because I am. We finally went out to a bar, had a drink, it was a short short date drink thing, but at least we went out together..although I think I talked to much about me and my clients and didn't really relax until i was leaving..why do I have such a hard time talking to him in person? I really really wanted to ask him what he thought a relationship was? I really want to feel his hand slide down my back towards my ass, just a tease..why didn't i just tell him that? I probably should have asked him more about himself..than talk about me..things I think about after the fact..shaking head, need to just relax..geez....

so after seeing his studio..damn, I shouldn't have given up my dream of becoming a recording engineer - why did I stop? I really love those classes and being in a studio again, brought back so many memories of my original goals..i love music! I really really want to take his class now! I want to get back into the whole thing..why did I stop - I know that primarily I felt intimated and felt that I couldn't wiggle my way into the field of mainly men..but I'm different now, stronger now, older now, at least I could start playing again.

starting new, time to celebrate my goddess within

2005-07-31T02:25:00.000-07:00

what to say..i've decided to start over and create a new place for my desires, a new beginning, a new place to celebrate the goddess of magic, of wind and creativity. Curious being that I am, I wonder if blogger allows for adult content - we shall see.

I miss blogging this part of me and my other host, while it was great being there and I hope indecent comes back up soon, I think maybe its time to start new and fresh and celebrate the goddess within.

touch me

2005-07-26T16:57:00.000-07:00

touch me gently
touch me softly
touch me roughly
touch me furiously
touch me deeply
touch my soul
touch me baby

Mood: flirty

(1) originaldesires
expei - July 26th, 2005
yes, i'll touch you mmmmmm

the teacher-composer, final chapter

2005-07-16T19:57:00.000-07:00

She can feel his hard cock against her thong, straining to get out but she waits, he has turned the tables on her, this was her fantasy to play with the teacher and he has taken over....

He slowly slides his hands under her top. He wants her top off now. He pulls off her top to expose her scintillating breasts. He palms each breasts and squeezes them urgently.

She closes her eyes and she can feel his cock throbbing wanting release. He is moving ever so slowly, driving her nuts with anticipation. Usually he urgently strips her clothes off but tonight he is taking his time. Is he paying her back for showing up in his class?

He likes to feel the warmth of her pussy, he wants to feel her flesh totally.

Her legs are trembling. He whispers, "you should have known better than to wear a thong tonight." He likes the thong. He's being trying to catch a glimpse of it all night, everytime she uncrossed her legs, he was hoping to get a glimpse. He playfully snaps the thong against her ass.

She is slightly trembling, she's been wanting to feel him in her ass all night. The skirt around her waist is getting uncomfortable, she wants to be completely nude upon his lap. She urgently wants his pants off but she keeps the thought to herself. As on queque, he pulls her skirt over her head, can he read my mind, she thought but he leaves her thong on.

She is sitting almost nude on his lap except for her thong. Again he whispers, a hoarse almost uncontrolled whisper, "raise yourself a little," she complies and he slides his pants off. His cock now exposed and pushing against the fabric of her thong. He kisses her breasts and can feel her firey pussy burning through her thong.

She is aching with desires, she needs to feel his hard cock in her pussy now, what is he waiting for? Why is he prolonging the game? Her need is strong, she can feel her juices starting to flow, she is aching with desire.

He pulls her thong to one side and position his rock hard cock into her pussy, slowly she raises and slides back down upon his cock.

Oh my, that is what she wanted. She can feel him slide deep into her pussy. She realizes she's in control at this point, her feet on on the ground. She slides slowly back up and then back down, bringing his hard cock deep inside her.

He's in ecstasy. His hands are crushing her tits, squeezing her nipples hard just the way she likes it. He leans into her breasts, he takes the opportunity to bite her nipple gently but hard. She cries out and slides deeper on his cock.

Up and down she slides on his cock. He bite her, finally. She loves it when he's rough with her.

He loves the feeling of the fabric of thong as she slides up and down but they've gotta go. He grabs hold of them and rips them off. They snap over their heads and fly into the teacher station. They are sweating, she is riding him harder and faster. He reaches around her and plays with her ass. She starts to moan. His cock is pulsing and throbbing withing her, it feels so smooth going in and out of her. She is so wet and she's shaking a bit.

He grabs her hair and starts to push back into her, his balls are slapping against her and then all of sudden he pulls her to the floor. The carpet is surprisingly pad but very comfy and firm. He starts pounding her pussy with all his will. She can feeling her orgasm building up, she is breathing heavier now, "don't stop" she whispers.

He pins her arms above her head and kisses her deeply and passionately. His hands come down and he grasp her head. They are totally engtangled in steaming sweaty animalistic sex.

She doesn't want him to stop, she feels him lightly bite her neck and his breathing is getting shorter and heavier. She hears him moan, omg, she loves when he moans, there is something so sexy about him when he moans. She is close, he is slamming into her, pushing deeper and faster, her legs are locked around him, pulling him deeper and deeper into her. She starts to tremble and wave after wave of an orgasm hits her body.

He slows down and like ocean waves starts to rock on top of her, almost growling as her orgasm hits. He licks the sweat from her brow and then kisses her. Rocking slowly, his tide is cumming, he is close to exploding.

He unexpectedly pulls back out and pulls her towards him. His cock is glistening, he is lightly moaning and she can tells he's on the verge of exploding. She wraps her lips around his cock, oh my, she can taste herself on him. He grabs her hair. His pre-cum is glistening on the tip.

She licks his cock like candy, exploring the ridges, tasting her sweetness.

His hand guides her head as he slowly moves in and out of her mouth.

She looks up at him and says, "i want to taste you."

Its exruiating when she stopped. He guides her mouth back down to his hard cock and finally lets go. Oh my god, he hands grip her hair tight, his legs are shaky, he shivers and puse another jet of his cum into her mouth..ohhhhhh mmmmmm..he falls back to the floor with a shudder.

She is so wet now. She licks and sucks him greedily she wants to taste all of him, his hand is wrapped in her hair and she feels him exploding, just as his cum hits the back of her throat. oooooooo, damn he tastes good. She wonders will the next class meeting end like this?

the end..

author's note: beside being incredibly wet writing this story especially since the teacher himself helped me finish the storyline. I think I need to actually take the class don't you? It would help me with my research on the teacher fantasy. Anyone have a mac that don't want anymore? According to the teacher, I need a mac to take his class, can't imagine why though - because if i need a mac to work on projects - well I know the teacher, couldn't i just come play with his? :D

original comments:
expei - July 16th, 2005 your not the only one fucking horny lol

the teacher-composer, part 2

2005-07-15T19:56:00.000-07:00

continued from part one..he changed the storyline a little..so..from the last line -
Where did she go? Damn, he couldn't leave, everyone was coming up to him to ask questions. ~~He excused himself for a moment and sent her a text message to wait, he wanted to taste her~~

He saw her trying to get out the door and called out, Ms Smd!, wait!, you need to stay after class! He waited until all the other students had left and was scowling at her as they left.The other students looked shocked, they had never seen him angry. W was the last one leaving, he said goodbye, slowly, checking to see if he ackknowledge him. He reply, eyes still locked on her, "Goodbye, W." W finally disappeared, and he heard the reverberant slam of the outer door close.

She wasn't sure if he was serious or not. She knew she had crossed a line coming into his class and he was totally cool until now. She started to get angry. She wonder how he could suddenly become such a cold jerk after nights of passion and mind altering sex...

But then his scowl starts to turn, slowly into a wicked crooked grin. "You've come into this class and distracted me, Ms Smd" He's twirling a pen in his right hand and she is standing, he's reclined in the teacher's station, the computer is booting down.

She realizes that she is under the air conditioner, and it feels good. She starts to relax and tilts her head back to capture more of the cool air coming down from the vent in the ceiling. She closes her eyes as the cool area beats down on her nipples. She starts to speak, wanting to challenge him into movement. She hears nothing from him, she wonders is he still pissed? Then she jumps. His voice is in her ear, he had gotten up when she least expected it and now his tongue is flickering in her ear.

He reaches around her neck, grabs her hair and tugs lightly on it. He lightly bites her neck. He shoves one of the station computers asides and put her on the table gently. He spreads her legs and walks in between them. He starts to kiss her and his open palm is playing with her hair, cupping her head delicately, massaging her scalp.

Her eyes are closed, his left hand is on her collarbone, she can feel his thumb on her neck. His pants are bulging from his hard cock pining to get through the fabic. She feels his hand wandering down to her breast, teasing it through her light shirt. She is so wet, she can feel her juices starting to flow. And then he's gone. WTF? She opens her eyes and he has moved to over to the teacher's chair and he's staring at her.

He's chewing on the end of his pen, lounging in the chair, watching her, watching her warm flesh and pink face. "Come sit on my lap," he tells her. He wants her to feel what is happening to his cock. He wants to feel her weight on him. He needs her to sit on his lap and spread her legs wide open. He's tempted to throw his pants off but he waits.

She stands there staring at him.

He almost begs her, "come here, please."

She slowly moves to where he is sitting, raises her skirt and sits down on his lap, getting comfortable, teasing him. She is so hot and wet now, she wants to feel his fingers on her clit, wants to feel his teeth bite her nipples.

He's glad that this particular chair has no arms and the back is adjustable, he want her legs wrapped around him. The chair is back just a little bit. Her pussy is warm and wet and he can feel it through her clothes.

She can feel his hard cock pressing against her thong, straining to get out of his pants but she waits, he has turned the tables on her, this was her fantasy to play with the teacher and he has taken over....

to be continued...

original comments:
expei - July 15th, 2005stirs the cockles mmmm -pls continue

the teacher-composer, part 1

2005-07-14T19:55:00.000-07:00

He wasn't expecting her to be in his class, the first day he took attendance, he glanced at her name but it didn't register until he looked up and saw her. Damn, there she was sitting in the front of the class in a short skirt and high heels and legs up to there. She had a low cut t-shirt on and he knew if he leaned over her, he'd be able to see her breasts as it was he could see her nipples poking through the thin material of her tshirt.

He forever the cool composed professional, didn't seem like he was aware of her presence, she noticed that he had noticed her but no hint of WTF are you doing in my class look or anything resembling that they knew one another.

He thought to himself, how was he going to handle this? Why was she in the class? He turned his attention to the class in general, going over the class outline, asking the general questions, like why are you here? what do you expect to learn? Getting names and contact information, introducing the required reading materials. When it came to her turn of why she was here, he had to turn his attention to her. He glanced over and saw her shift in her seat exposing her thong just for a moment. His thoughts wandered to that night when they were driving across the bridge, his fingers buried in her pussy, he finger fucked her all the way across the bridge, in and out, in and out, he had her skirt hiked up to her waist as she laid down in the front seat, moaning with ecstasy, thong pushed aside, fingers playing with her clit, she was soaked as her pushed his fingers deeper and deeper inside her pussy. He could feel his cock getting hard and he had choosen this night to go commando, what had he been thinking and what the hell was she saying, he had to concentrate.

She was telling everyone that she had the program but really didn't know how to use it, she wanted to understand the concept of MIDI again, that she had taken a course in MIDI back in college but she wanted to dive deeper into the subject, learning the ins and outs.

The ins and outs, diving deeper into the subject, yea, he could help her do that. Concentrate, he had to concentrate on the class, not the ins and outs of what he could help her dive deeper into.

She also was saying she wanted to learn how the effects and plugins worked with the program and learning on her own wasn't cutting it, she needed more instruction on the subject.

He went onto the next student barely listening to what he was saying, he wanted to taste her, damn it, he wanted her right then and there and he couldn't do anything about it. After everyone had explained why they were taking the course, he dimmed the lights and started a slideshow to show the basic elements of the program. He keep check on her, why was she squirming in her seat? He thought he saw her graze her thigh with her hand, was the light playing tricks on him or did she actually come close to playing with herself?

She was squirming in her seat, she looked up at him with a devilish grin on her face, he looked flustered to her but still in control very composed to the outside world. She could see it in his eyes. She was thinking yum, plugs in, where would those fit and the effects of plugins, oh my, she longed to caress her clit just barely, to feel his tongue in her pussy, to feel his hard cock in her ass and needing more instruction from the instructor himself. She found herself getting incredibly wet just thinking of his instruction tool. How would he use
it? was he getting hard? It was hard to tell in the dimmed lights as he began to show various screenshots of the program on the board.

She nonchalantly rubbed her hand over her breasts and pulled on her nipples. She saw him glance back at her with a look of don't. She crossed her arms over her breasts like she was cold and using the other hand, once again grazed her breasts, slightly pulled on her nipple.

She had her own show for him. She really didn't want to make him mad or anything and she really was interested in the class but the added bonus was that he turned her on just by talking, by being himself, by being excited about what he was teaching. And the added bonuses that she had this incredible hot teacher fantasy in her head and here she was in the flesh with the guy who had fingered fucked all the way across the bridge. She was squirming again but only so her thong would ride up her ass without her having to pull it in between her ass checks, making her wetter and wetter. She wanted to feel his fingers in her pussy again. She needed a break - maybe she could find the bathroom and just relieve some of this tension building up inside her, put her fingers in her pussy and rub her clit furiously for a few moments, close her eyes and pretend it was his fingers buried deep in her pussy, make the room seem more vibrant.

Her eyes were closed, was she even listening to him? Where was she?

She opened her eyes and realized they were still in the room, she was listening to him but had been in her own little fantasy. God, she needed a break, she needed air, cool air to bring her back to reality before she started playing with herself right there.

He finally finished with the slideshow, handed out the reading assignment for the week and dismissed the class for the night. Damn, it was early for him to dismiss a class but he couldn't concentrate on anything but what he was going to do to her on the way home. He realized at some point he could get a ride home tonight.

She rushed from the room, afraid to be the last one left talking to the teacher. She really really needed a cigarette and needed to bring herself back to reality.

Where did she go? Damn, he couldn't leave, everyone was coming up to him to ask questions. He excused himself for a moment and sent her a text message to wait, he wanted to taste her.

to be continued...

original comments:
expei - July 14th, 2005 more more! mmmmm
comeflirtwithmex - July 14th, 2005 Very good...by the way I like your blog's new look!

it started with an email

2005-07-10T16:53:00.000-07:00

so its started with an email the night before, I'm extremely horny and I want to give you a blowjob and an incredibly sexy IM about how hard he was, to be a fly on the wall watching him masturbate, just the thought made me wet. I got on an earlier flight home. missing the first standby then got on the second standby, as I drove home, I called him hoping he was home because what I really wanted was to stop at his house to give him that blowjob, no answer, so home I went. An hour later or so, I got a call it was him. He said he was incredibly tired and he was just going to go home, my thoughts, I had just gotten home and was tired too, no problem, figured I'd see him later this weekend, 10 mins later, got a call back asking which bart station was close to my house and could I pick him up - defintely but what made him change his mind?

fast forward we get back to the house, I finish what I was doing and then...kissing, clothes being pulled off each other, more kissing, feeling each other's bodies, being lead backwards to the bedroom with his big hand on my neck, something about when he grasps my neck, makes me so turned on...i'm on my back and the look in his eyes like ok I want my blowjob..hell, there was a point to my statement, I wanted to taste me on him and i can't just do it on command, i need to be completely utterly turned on..and/or it needs to be a spur of the moment for me, like entering his house, kneeling down in front of him, pulling his hard cock out of his pants, stroking and sucking his cock, now thats where that statement came from in the first place, i want to be in control, not him..he didn't get his blowjob right then and there, i wanted to feel him enter me slowly first, ahhhhhhh, that's it, my god, that felt good. Flipping me over on my knees and then him on his back, riding him..oooooooooooooo, orgasm, leg shaking, earth shattering orgasm, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

then a brief break...he slept for a moment, perfect time to surprise him with that blowjob and I could taste me on him. wet thinking of how his tongue felt in my pussy, he surprised me, bite my clit, licked my ass slighty, his cock tasted so good yet it was hard to concentrate...hard to concentrate right now on this story, so very wet... he pulled me towards him..mmmm, i could taste myself on him, delicious, for a brief moment, i wonder what it would be like to taste another girl, i like the way I taste, so why not? things that flash in my head, in the moment...

then the cutest sexiest look and the words "give me your ass" even puts a smile on my face now, i complied...a few more new interesting positions, another attempt at giving him a blowjob and the events getting a little fuzzy....we slept at some point, actually he slept, I get wired from sex with de, I came back to bed after a while and slept.

We slept in til past noon, got up and I took him home..

i need, part 2

2005-07-03T16:59:00.000-07:00

brushing, stroking
our bodies
intertwining like vines
upon a fence
lying down
softly
gently
softly blowing
drinking deep
of one another
a complete distraction
of me tasting you

I need, part 1

2005-06-29T16:58:00.000-07:00

I need a complete distraction, you taste me,
I taste myself, I taste you
completely within the
swirling mist of layers upon the soul
kissing, touching, feeling
moaning, yearning
for a sweet release
from deep within
through a deep connection
of ecstasy hidden

de - practice makes perfect

2005-06-25T17:00:00.000-07:00

the words to describe last night, yum, completely satisfying

as de walked in the door, i was just about to jump in the shower, scared the hell out of me when i heard the front door opening as I was standing naked just outside the shower, we said hi and I jumped in the shower, the hot pounding water hitting just the right spot on my back, i had closed my eyes and was just letting the water pour over me and all of sudden de was in the shower with me...we had had naughty ims about the shower in the past but never had a chance to actually do anything in reality he grabbed my head and started to kiss me deeply passionately, hard and fast then he massaged my arms, legs, back, tits, ass with the soap, complete relaxation, so much better than the shower massager, I could really use him there everyday, part of me thinks I used the soapy suds on him but I was too much into what was happening to me, the feeling of pure relaxation and realizing for the first time, de is a big guy, I don't know why that dawned on me at that moment but it just popped into my head. He nibble on my tits and fingered my pussy, I wanted to feel him so badly but my shower isn't made for two tall people......

out of the shower, we dry off, I let the cats in and remember to actually put in the birth control - nows here where I'm thinking I should have just forgot everything and attack the man without drying off, without thinking but my brain doesn't seem to just relax completely, always thinking of everything I need to do....i have a gorgeous man lying on my bed completely naked and I'm thinking about letting the cats in - where is my head?

I crawl onto his body, kiss him deeply and slide his hard cock into my wet pussy..mmmmmm. I love his facial expressions, he eventually turns me over and pushes deeper and deeper into my pussy, pounding, thrusting, sweat beading upon both of us, pulling me closer and closer to the edge, ohhhhhhhhhmy....sweet release, another position and another and he says "why don't you taste yourself?" ok I had to ask, just to draw it out of him, "what do you really want?" love his answer, "I really want a blowjob!" could a girl ask for anything more, there is something so sexy about a guy asking for a blowjob and since that is all i could think about since the last time I saw him was to give him a blowjob..mmmmmmmmmmmmm I love his smooth hard cock, wrapping my lips around the shaft, licking and nibbling, I love the way he gently but firmly holds my head and hair....the way he moans while thrusting in and out of my mouth, eventually though I had to stop, I don't know if it was the cat hair all over the place or my jaw or what, but I needed to stop as much as I wanted to keep going, to feel him come down my throat, I couldn't but I told him if he was here everyday, I could practice, going a little bit longer each time and practice would make perfect don't think?

passion

2005-06-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

does anyone remeber that song If Forever by Robin Trower or Secret Doors? OMG, brings me back to another time in my life where the passion was intense. I have to find that tape - I love the whole album, i remember exactly where I was when I first listen to that album...

fading back into the pillows

2005-06-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

ah so tired, scattered silent thoughts,
as if you weren't there and then you were
silent spots, I could just see you lying there
spacing, thinking, fading fast back into those heavenly pillows
i want you
i want to feel your lips upon mine
feel your strong hands upon my neck
gently holding my head
as we kiss deeply and passionately
i want to feel you slide into me
i want to feel your weigh upon me
but you sounded so tired
and I understand because my head is dropping
and I'm fading fast
just thinking of your head on your pillows
wish i was there lying next to you in your arms
sweet naughty dreams
xoxoxoxo

original comments: Muse - June 16th, 2005 hope the dreams were naughty and nice

soul of a dreaming person

2005-06-12T19:58:00.000-07:00

She stands in the doorway
looking out not really seeing
but daydreaming
pushing farther and farther
into her imagination

as the butterflies swim in the sky
she rides the air into the night
a whisper among the wind
a light among the stars

she dreams of awakened souls
the energy bouncing lightly
upon her skin
sleepily she sits
under the radiant moon
dreaming of a time
when they were one
lifting her higher
and higher into
the midnight sky

music dancing around
playing sweet lullabys
in her head
like water falling
on her glistening body
nourishment of her soul

she awakens to his touch
hearing his soul reach out
like butterflies swimming in the sky

original comments:
boredsenior - June 12th, 2005 You are poetry in motion.
bedroomeyes - June 12th, 2005 lovely

dream with the fishes

2005-06-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

inspired by de...

dream with the fishes
fly with butterflies
make love in the rain
lie in the sun
stare at the sky
take time for yourself
just stop the chaos
take a deep breathe
and dream with the fishes

note to de..don't read between the lines - make love sounds better than have sex ;)

de - birthday wishes come true

2005-05-22T17:09:00.000-07:00

i got everything i wanted for my birthday and more, some amazing surprises and amazing heavenly wonderful sex!!! This year is going to be a great year!!!

very very tired..more details later, didn't get much sleep last night

on that note, wish de could have stayed longer, he was cute, he let me fall sound asleep in his arms before he left, its quite possible he fell asleep too either way it was nice to fall asleep in his arms..

sleepy, yawn...

(4) original desires
muse - May 22nd, 2005
Happy happy - and glad the smile is a big one!

bedroomeyes - May 22nd, 2005
awww that's great!!

watchnplay - May 22nd, 2005
You go, girl! Congratulations!

honeybuns - May 25th, 2005
happy day... so where are the details??

de - going nuts

2005-05-19T17:07:00.000-07:00

this is ridicilous, I'm sitting here trying desperately trying to think about anything else, going about my normal nightly routine, feeding the cats, eating dinner, watching a little tv and all I can think about is him finger fucking me in the car across the bridge on the way back to his house, feeling his hard cock through his shorts, the way he tasted me after playing with me, the way i tasted when I kissed him, his fingers on my clit, the amazing orgasm I had on the way home, i was so horny, i needed to cum again and again, the way I taste, yum, the way he kissed me so hungrily and he channels that into his work - how I have no idea, I know he's horny, I heard him moan, all I wanted was to feel him slide into me, fast and deep and he had to work again I can't think straight, I can't concentrate, all I can think about is how his fingers felt in my pussy, how soaked I am wanting him, wanting him now, wanting to feel his tongue on my clit, feel his fingers in my ass, wanting, needing to feel him slide into me.....shower time, i want him now, time to go fantasize......then to bed, maybe my brain will stop thinking about his hard cock and how much i wanted to feel him tonight, taste him tonight...next time he isn't going to get away with just teasing me, I WANT HIM NOW!!

Mood: wet and unable to concentrate
(3) original desires
cyberman4591 - May 19th, 2005
Tell us what you did in bed...

bedroomeyes - May 19th, 2005
I kno the feeling exactly!

honeybuns - May 19th, 2005
mmmm... I'm going to go and take mine now, this got me all excited!

de - i can't believe

2005-05-18T17:06:00.000-07:00

i can't believe de got me all wet and horny and then told me goodnight, he had to work, now I know he was horny, a girl can tell these things....mmmmmm, his hand felt so good rubbing my leg, his hand was hot and oh when he explored a little further beneath the skirt, yum, honestly he could have kept going, i'm soaked, i wanted to feel his fingers on my clit. Really, I needed to get home to see the cats but I also really wanted to come in for a little while and sit on his lap and play just for a little while. I wanted to see his place too - he describes it to me but I'd like to see it too, maybe soon. I wanted to slide down my tiny g-string and straddle and feel him enter me..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, just the thought of him entering me, I couldn't wait for the shower, pulled out my toys, took off my clothes and played with that long forgotten vibe.. ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, my, damn that felt good, although it would have been 10x better with his hard cock inside me.

I want to feel his teeth gently biting my clit, feel his tongue in my pussy, I want to taste myself on him, I want to kiss him deeply and taste me, I want to taste him, I want him to come down my throat, i want to ride him and play with him all night long

and tonight I just wanted a few moments with him...but he had to work, I don't know how he just turns it off cuz when I'm wet and horny that's all I can think about
Mood: very very very wet

(4) original desires
muse - May 18th, 2005
Oh to be wanted like that

Stunning muse SMD - Stunning!

nudeboylife - May 18th, 2005
He sounds mature enough to know there's a time to work and a time to play, and he'll therefore make it up to you next time :0

bedroomeyes - May 18th, 2005
mmmmmmm!!

cookiebush - May 18th, 2005
How do people turn it off like that?

de - what did he say?

2005-05-17T17:04:00.000-07:00

as de was dropping me off at the airport yesterday morning, he said something naughty i assume but I didn't catch it the wind was in my hair and I was trying to pull my bags out and i was sooooo tired with only an hour sleep the night before. I asked him what he said and he smiled and say nothing he was just being naughty, dammit what did he say? I'm soooo curious what he said, I'm tempted to wear the same skirt back tonight on the plane or at least change into the skirt before I go out to find him waiting for me. I can't remember the last time de saw me dressed up in a skirt and heels...definetly need to dress up more often around him

another question in my head from yesterday, i wonder if he was commando underneath his jeans, i've been so wet thinking that I turned him on yesterday especially since he made a naughty comment..

now what did he say?
Mood: horny and curious

(7) original desires
D. - May 17th, 2005
He said, "Mfff msfffgg fmowlmso."

D. - May 17th, 2005
That's Mumble for, "I want to bend you over the car hood and eat you out," by the way.

Of course, I'm just guessing.

SMD - May 18th, 2005
hmmm..who is this mysterious D.? wouldn't happen to be de, would it?

D. - May 18th, 2005
No, actually. Not that I wouldn't like to be, as you are a tasty morsal.

D. - May 18th, 2005
I'm at doctorian001 on Yahoo Messenger if you ever feel like a chat, by the way. Call me Richard.

SMD - May 19th, 2005
i think de should comment and tell me what he said

D. - May 19th, 2005
Oh, I agree. Until then, do you mind if I tell you what I would have said if I'd been there?

Ancient Guardians

2005-05-09T01:23:00.000-07:00

feathers of an ancient man
softly falling like rain upon the soul
our ancient guardians watch over us
leading, guiding, holding our hands down the winding path of life
helping us find our inner peace, our inner balance
giddy, skipping stones, silently feeling our hearts with pleasure
dancing with the tides
swaying with the wind
our ancient souls meet
once upon a time
in the wind, the water and the air
we were one
past lives merging like waterfalls pooling in the depths of our minds
slowly through the forest
of everyday life
forgotten yet still there guiding
showing us, shifting silently through our world, through our minds
into everyday grace
our ancient guardians watch over us

Inspired by the new age pianst, Kevin Kerns' Ancient Guardians