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shaved vs not shaved :::: Saturday, January 27, 2007

shaved vs not shaved - its a personal preference and yet my new doctor whom I'm not sure I even like that much now, asked my why I shaved and my answer, I like it, its my body. And she told me "well there is a reason that it grows, its for lubrication." Ok, maybe in her world, its for lubrication but I'd don't get that. She also doesn't shave her legs or underarms and while that is her preference - ewww.

After a few other comments from her and even though I just started seeing her, I'm going to look for another family practice doctor. I want someone that I can trust and that won't judge me for my shaving preferences. I don't judge her, I think its ick that she doesn't shave anywhere but that's her choice. Just like its my choice to be shaved

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keagen :::: Wednesday, January 17, 2007

and keagen was born out the ashes from a thundering red mist, his manhood behold for all to see. She stared in awe as this man wanting to touch him but daring not to speak as to not disturb the dream, if she awoke now, he'd be gone............ oh god, that was too romance type of writing, not me. note to self...we need more erotica....

and so keagen was born out the ashes of her guilty conscience........

writer note, i realized I stop thinking in an erotic way, its been a long long time since this girl has had sex and I stop thinking sensually and I realized if I open my eyes anything can be erotic depending on the words that flow from my head. I enjoy writing and I need to start opening my mind and my head and my heart and let the magick flow... and so keagen is born and let see where my wandering words may lead us..

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well since I'm in the tease mode - I sent a riddle

displacing moisture
as raindrops on a petal
beckon forth
the mysterious protection
of the pentrating action
sliding in and out
lubricating
the shaft
of the bolt
saturating
the grooves
within
as it cleans
the roughness
from the grinding
of the machine

on one level - its really can be quite innocent, it really is an everyday household object

on another level - well, if you have a dirty mind, then it could possibly be quite erotic (which btw is what I was going for in my tease mode)

and then there is the fact i have access to his email (being an IT administrator has its advantages sometimes..lol) and on many levels I thought to myself, I should probably have sent this to his myspace email or something and not the work address but if I hadn't I wouldn't have found the response

the response so far: he forwarded it to another co-worker with this question
Does this seem wierd to you? (which tells me maybe he's not old enough to grasp it)

the response from the co-worker: in so many different ways I dont even know where to start. does xxxx send strangly erotic riddles often? which tells me, he gets it and I actually have a slight more respect from him

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tease mode :::: Tuesday, January 16, 2007

every chance I get I leave a small post-it note on his desk, all innocent of course, sure you're thinking to yourself, this girl is not innocent.lol

last week..the phrase was "chocolate carmel mornings"

now I can't figure out if he is keeping the messages or throwing them away, if he's keeping them, then I just continue the story line on the same postie

and today's message, hmmm, I don't know yet, have to wait and see...

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