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  I need, part 1 :::: Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I need a complete distraction, you taste me,
I taste myself, I taste you
completely within the
swirling mist of layers upon the soul
kissing, touching, feeling
moaning, yearning
for a sweet release
from deep within
through a deep connection
of ecstasy hidden

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de - practice makes perfect :::: Saturday, June 25, 2005

the words to describe last night, yum, completely satisfying

as de walked in the door, i was just about to jump in the shower, scared the hell out of me when i heard the front door opening as I was standing naked just outside the shower, we said hi and I jumped in the shower, the hot pounding water hitting just the right spot on my back, i had closed my eyes and was just letting the water pour over me and all of sudden de was in the shower with me...we had had naughty ims about the shower in the past but never had a chance to actually do anything in reality he grabbed my head and started to kiss me deeply passionately, hard and fast then he massaged my arms, legs, back, tits, ass with the soap, complete relaxation, so much better than the shower massager, I could really use him there everyday, part of me thinks I used the soapy suds on him but I was too much into what was happening to me, the feeling of pure relaxation and realizing for the first time, de is a big guy, I don't know why that dawned on me at that moment but it just popped into my head. He nibble on my tits and fingered my pussy, I wanted to feel him so badly but my shower isn't made for two tall people......

out of the shower, we dry off, I let the cats in and remember to actually put in the birth control - nows here where I'm thinking I should have just forgot everything and attack the man without drying off, without thinking but my brain doesn't seem to just relax completely, always thinking of everything I need to do....i have a gorgeous man lying on my bed completely naked and I'm thinking about letting the cats in - where is my head?

I crawl onto his body, kiss him deeply and slide his hard cock into my wet pussy..mmmmmm. I love his facial expressions, he eventually turns me over and pushes deeper and deeper into my pussy, pounding, thrusting, sweat beading upon both of us, pulling me closer and closer to the edge, ohhhhhhhhhmy....sweet release, another position and another and he says "why don't you taste yourself?" ok I had to ask, just to draw it out of him, "what do you really want?" love his answer, "I really want a blowjob!" could a girl ask for anything more, there is something so sexy about a guy asking for a blowjob and since that is all i could think about since the last time I saw him was to give him a blowjob..mmmmmmmmmmmmm I love his smooth hard cock, wrapping my lips around the shaft, licking and nibbling, I love the way he gently but firmly holds my head and hair....the way he moans while thrusting in and out of my mouth, eventually though I had to stop, I don't know if it was the cat hair all over the place or my jaw or what, but I needed to stop as much as I wanted to keep going, to feel him come down my throat, I couldn't but I told him if he was here everyday, I could practice, going a little bit longer each time and practice would make perfect don't think?

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passion :::: Sunday, June 19, 2005

does anyone remeber that song If Forever by Robin Trower or Secret Doors? OMG, brings me back to another time in my life where the passion was intense. I have to find that tape - I love the whole album, i remember exactly where I was when I first listen to that album...

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fading back into the pillows :::: Wednesday, June 15, 2005

ah so tired, scattered silent thoughts,
as if you weren't there and then you were
silent spots, I could just see you lying there
spacing, thinking, fading fast back into those heavenly pillows
i want you
i want to feel your lips upon mine
feel your strong hands upon my neck
gently holding my head
as we kiss deeply and passionately
i want to feel you slide into me
i want to feel your weigh upon me
but you sounded so tired
and I understand because my head is dropping
and I'm fading fast
just thinking of your head on your pillows
wish i was there lying next to you in your arms
sweet naughty dreams
xoxoxoxo

original comments: Muse - June 16th, 2005 hope the dreams were naughty and nice

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soul of a dreaming person :::: Sunday, June 12, 2005

She stands in the doorway
looking out not really seeing
but daydreaming
pushing farther and farther
into her imagination

as the butterflies swim in the sky
she rides the air into the night
a whisper among the wind
a light among the stars

she dreams of awakened souls
the energy bouncing lightly
upon her skin
sleepily she sits
under the radiant moon
dreaming of a time
when they were one
lifting her higher
and higher into
the midnight sky

music dancing around
playing sweet lullabys
in her head
like water falling
on her glistening body
nourishment of her soul

she awakens to his touch
hearing his soul reach out
like butterflies swimming in the sky

original comments:
boredsenior - June 12th, 2005 You are poetry in motion.
bedroomeyes - June 12th, 2005 lovely

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dream with the fishes :::: Saturday, June 04, 2005

inspired by de...

dream with the fishes
fly with butterflies
make love in the rain
lie in the sun
stare at the sky
take time for yourself
just stop the chaos
take a deep breathe
and dream with the fishes



note to de..don't read between the lines - make love sounds better than have sex ;)


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