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  Coffee, Passions and xxxx :::: Monday, November 28, 2005

I sent yummy guy an email..that basically said

Hi, would like to see you again and meet for coffee. In all honesty, I'd like to get to know you and your passions, if nothing more than friends, so be it. Use your imagination on the xxxx

Actually what I'd really like to do is to meet for coffee and passionate sex, I mean if I get nothing more than just sex at this point, I'd be happy for a few days. Just feeling his hard cock through his pants is enough to want to explore that avenue with him. If he doesn't feel we fit together, I know I at least aroused him sexually, what guy would say no to that?

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out of the blue email - goth boy1 :::: Thursday, November 24, 2005

I got this out of the blue email today from someone I went out with once...soooo soooo long ago, way before I met de. I remember we met on match.com, we went out for dinner and a movie, we talked for awhile after the movie as we walked near the water and then he freaked or something and I never really heard from him again except once, he found my other blog and left a message saying he freaked a little, he was a jerk and he was sorry and then never heard from him again...and today I got this message from him:

any holiday plans? one day one night, just an offer before i leave. nothing more nothing less

which is odd, I guess he keeps track, reads the blog every once in a while and now why all of the sudden does he email? got me.

so, I wrote him back, sure why the hell not? Lets go out one night, nothing more nothing less.

Here's the killer part - I have no idea what he looks like and I think he's 30 now but I'm not even positive on that. When we met the first time he was 27..so 3 years later, he's gotta be 30 at least by now I think unless it been 4 or 5 years since I've seen him last *shrug* I have no idea. Ok so if he write back and was serious, I might have a date this weekend, if not, life goes on and its not like I've even thought of him in the last 3 years or so..quite funny, really.

i don't get guys at all :D

original comment:
expei - November 24th, 2005
but he has caught your attention

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new design is up and running, have a small problem with comments but at least you can post them now and the counter is up and running..troubleshooting more tommorrow, unless anyone has any ideas now seem to be having an issue with the permalink/link to comments within the same window, temporary fix in place

archives coming soon..i just realized I could change the date and time of a post, cool, now I can setup the archives

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Fire
You scored 82 sexability!
That's ability with an 'a'Ding ding we have a winner. If we hooked up there would probably be neighbours 4 doors down complaining to the super, and collateral damage to my bed and couch. Oh and a call to the fire department to hose us down. You're a definite keeper and I'd be sure to make sure you stick around for more if you know what I mean.

You scored higher than 33% on variable 1

Link: The Think You're a Goddess in Bed? Test written by thecatinthehat on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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sexy muse :::: Wednesday, November 23, 2005

where are you my little sexy muse? come out and play

update, i think I found her, new sexy template coming soon

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hitting a creative wall :::: Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I'm working on a template design for this new smdesires blog it might be slow coming as I'm not feeling incredibly sexy or sensual as of late. Well, I did Friday but then Monday I hit a wall, so my creative side has all but stopped at the wall. I have some great design ideas but nothing sexy is pouring out of me at the moment. I guess when its right, I will have a great inspiration and find that sexy part of me and the template will change..hopefully soon..oh where is that muse of mine?

ps..de if you're reading this - I need a hug, call me.

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kissed a yummy guy :::: Saturday, November 19, 2005

and did a little more, defintely a vibe there and hopefully more to come. Damn he tasted so good and I'm oh so tired, i would have loved to stay the night in his strong arms but alas I did need to come home and feed the cats and my period started today and I wasn't prepared. I was totally totally comfortable with him and he said he was with me, good signs all around

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little pissed :::: Friday, November 18, 2005

I read something over at indecent (which is back up but honestly who knows for how long this time) that someone was upset about the community that is flocking away from indecent because of a little problem of the site going down. Unable to get to indecent, getting hit with adware and pop up windows when trying to get to indecent which then said the domain expired and potentially losing all my work and thoughts for the last 6 months is more than just a little problem. Domain names expire but usually the owner of the domain is forewarned that their domain is expiring and given a chance to renew it and I understand people get busy and indecent is a free blogging platform but still what happened? There has been no explanation on what the hell happened.

I don't know, I do like the sense of community at indecent but I'd like to have a little more options with my blogs - the ability to post pictures, backup features would be really nice, a domain/blog that didn't go down then again, I don't know - maybe I'll stay there and just mirror my blog here or maybe its time to move on.

Another reason I was thinking about moving on..is that smdesires is not as closely related to my other blog and therefore my company..

I'll make a decision this weekend..

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SMDesires is moving here :::: Tuesday, November 15, 2005


wow, indecent blogging is definetly having some problems. I managed to get most of my posts backed up with their comments and still have more to go to get the rest of the comments. I also managed to get my other indecentblog backed up with all comments. This weekend is definetly getting this one up and running, a mirror site to my indecent site and most likely a permanent home for SMDesires and Honey Dust...

template design will take a little more time, its alot more complicated than indecent's templates, ah well, gives me something to do on the weekend :)

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indecent gone? :::: Monday, November 14, 2005

looks like someone forgot to renew the domain name over at indecent, I have most of my posts backed up so it looks like I might be moving back over here very soon. Indecent has gotta a little off the wall for me and at least here, I can post pictures and still play with template designs..so soon to see SMD here in her new home

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