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  de - birthday wishes come true :::: Sunday, May 22, 2005

i got everything i wanted for my birthday and more, some amazing surprises and amazing heavenly wonderful sex!!! This year is going to be a great year!!!

very very tired..more details later, didn't get much sleep last night

on that note, wish de could have stayed longer, he was cute, he let me fall sound asleep in his arms before he left, its quite possible he fell asleep too either way it was nice to fall asleep in his arms..

sleepy, yawn...

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muse - May 22nd, 2005
Happy happy - and glad the smile is a big one!

bedroomeyes - May 22nd, 2005
awww that's great!!

watchnplay - May 22nd, 2005
You go, girl! Congratulations!

honeybuns - May 25th, 2005
happy day... so where are the details??

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de - going nuts :::: Thursday, May 19, 2005

this is ridicilous, I'm sitting here trying desperately trying to think about anything else, going about my normal nightly routine, feeding the cats, eating dinner, watching a little tv and all I can think about is him finger fucking me in the car across the bridge on the way back to his house, feeling his hard cock through his shorts, the way he tasted me after playing with me, the way i tasted when I kissed him, his fingers on my clit, the amazing orgasm I had on the way home, i was so horny, i needed to cum again and again, the way I taste, yum, the way he kissed me so hungrily and he channels that into his work - how I have no idea, I know he's horny, I heard him moan, all I wanted was to feel him slide into me, fast and deep and he had to work again I can't think straight, I can't concentrate, all I can think about is how his fingers felt in my pussy, how soaked I am wanting him, wanting him now, wanting to feel his tongue on my clit, feel his fingers in my ass, wanting, needing to feel him slide into me.....shower time, i want him now, time to go fantasize......then to bed, maybe my brain will stop thinking about his hard cock and how much i wanted to feel him tonight, taste him tonight...next time he isn't going to get away with just teasing me, I WANT HIM NOW!!

Mood: wet and unable to concentrate
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cyberman4591 - May 19th, 2005
Tell us what you did in bed...

bedroomeyes - May 19th, 2005
I kno the feeling exactly!

honeybuns - May 19th, 2005
mmmm... I'm going to go and take mine now, this got me all excited!

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de - i can't believe :::: Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i can't believe de got me all wet and horny and then told me goodnight, he had to work, now I know he was horny, a girl can tell these things....mmmmmm, his hand felt so good rubbing my leg, his hand was hot and oh when he explored a little further beneath the skirt, yum, honestly he could have kept going, i'm soaked, i wanted to feel his fingers on my clit. Really, I needed to get home to see the cats but I also really wanted to come in for a little while and sit on his lap and play just for a little while. I wanted to see his place too - he describes it to me but I'd like to see it too, maybe soon. I wanted to slide down my tiny g-string and straddle and feel him enter me..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, just the thought of him entering me, I couldn't wait for the shower, pulled out my toys, took off my clothes and played with that long forgotten vibe.. ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, my, damn that felt good, although it would have been 10x better with his hard cock inside me.

I want to feel his teeth gently biting my clit, feel his tongue in my pussy, I want to taste myself on him, I want to kiss him deeply and taste me, I want to taste him, I want him to come down my throat, i want to ride him and play with him all night long

and tonight I just wanted a few moments with him...but he had to work, I don't know how he just turns it off cuz when I'm wet and horny that's all I can think about
Mood: very very very wet

(4) original desires
muse - May 18th, 2005
Oh to be wanted like that

Stunning muse SMD - Stunning!

nudeboylife - May 18th, 2005
He sounds mature enough to know there's a time to work and a time to play, and he'll therefore make it up to you next time :0

bedroomeyes - May 18th, 2005
mmmmmmm!!

cookiebush - May 18th, 2005
How do people turn it off like that?

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de - what did he say? :::: Tuesday, May 17, 2005

as de was dropping me off at the airport yesterday morning, he said something naughty i assume but I didn't catch it the wind was in my hair and I was trying to pull my bags out and i was sooooo tired with only an hour sleep the night before. I asked him what he said and he smiled and say nothing he was just being naughty, dammit what did he say? I'm soooo curious what he said, I'm tempted to wear the same skirt back tonight on the plane or at least change into the skirt before I go out to find him waiting for me. I can't remember the last time de saw me dressed up in a skirt and heels...definetly need to dress up more often around him

another question in my head from yesterday, i wonder if he was commando underneath his jeans, i've been so wet thinking that I turned him on yesterday especially since he made a naughty comment..

now what did he say?
Mood: horny and curious

(7) original desires
D. - May 17th, 2005
He said, "Mfff msfffgg fmowlmso."

D. - May 17th, 2005
That's Mumble for, "I want to bend you over the car hood and eat you out," by the way.

Of course, I'm just guessing.

SMD - May 18th, 2005
hmmm..who is this mysterious D.? wouldn't happen to be de, would it?

D. - May 18th, 2005
No, actually. Not that I wouldn't like to be, as you are a tasty morsal.

D. - May 18th, 2005
I'm at doctorian001 on Yahoo Messenger if you ever feel like a chat, by the way. Call me Richard.

SMD - May 19th, 2005
i think de should comment and tell me what he said

D. - May 19th, 2005
Oh, I agree. Until then, do you mind if I tell you what I would have said if I'd been there?

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Ancient Guardians :::: Monday, May 09, 2005

feathers of an ancient man
softly falling like rain upon the soul
our ancient guardians watch over us
leading, guiding, holding our hands down the winding path of life
helping us find our inner peace, our inner balance
giddy, skipping stones, silently feeling our hearts with pleasure
dancing with the tides
swaying with the wind
our ancient souls meet
once upon a time
in the wind, the water and the air
we were one
past lives merging like waterfalls pooling in the depths of our minds
slowly through the forest
of everyday life
forgotten yet still there guiding
showing us, shifting silently through our world, through our minds
into everyday grace
our ancient guardians watch over us


Inspired by the new age pianst, Kevin Kerns' Ancient Guardians


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